Yaarrr he's hurting meee! This isn't how love is supposed to be. Where's that love he had for me since last 3 years? How can all of it change in seconds? How can he be someione I never expected him to be? His hugs no more give me sukoon. I miss being loved by him purely, with nothing at all attached to it other than care, respect and boundaries. How can all of it disappear this way? He has disappointed me in all the waysss! I need to get outtttt.

Eventually everything falls back to the right place, it will:)
Thanks for the concern.

He's just pretending, i guess
Or maybe i am not ready to accept all of it the way it is

Love

I feel guilty to talk with my ex yesterday... He had tried to contact me but i blocked him and yesterday idk why i unblocked and talk to him. I wanted to say him sorry because we had breakup in most immature way. Me and my ex dated for 3-4 months in 10th standard. Idk it was love or attraction but right now I'm very happy with my boyfriend. I just feel bad for him because i left without saying anything and he still didn't moved on and loves me. He even said to be just friends but i can't be friends with him i don't want to.

Boyfriend

Idk what flaws I have I had 2 relationships both the guys cheated on me. Then I had a crush on one of my very close friend he n I used to share everything our other friends used to think we were dating, but we weren't. Then after a few months he started liking some other girl n since then he ain't talking with me nicely. We had a big fight today at the end he said he likes that girl n after that I blocked him. Idk what's wrong with me I have a great body, a nice face, very nice and caring nature, I don't have insecurities or possessiveness this nobody wants me. When I ask my ex how was I as a gf they say I was just a perfect one but still they cheated on me. Even tho nobody wants me then. I feel like dying.....

Breakup

Why moving on is soo difficult. You love him he loves you but priority are different. Then you part ways.
In relationship, you are not happy always missing him always Missing that valued time with him. And after breakup, you still miss him badly.
What is this... This is soo depressing. At night it feels like to cry like a baby for hours and hours.

Long Distance Relationship

I have something to vent out. I dont how others will see it but i just feel like venting out. So, it was 2019, after Diwali , i recived a notification , it was my instagram , i saw some guy had sent me a message saying you have great aesthetic. My account was public during that time. So, thats how he could see my profile. When i first saw that message i was like okay thats nice of someone to say that. 2-3 days later , i responded by saying Thankyou. Then he asked if we could be friends . i was like okay yaa sure.  so then we started talking. we would almost talk like everyday since then . he lived in a different city . when i saw his profile , it was like okay , decent profile. over the period of time i got to know that he was somewhat a shy person and that he didnt opened up too much . he was still not over his ex gf like they broke up 2-3 yrs back. if at this point you think that i liked him liked him , then noo not at all. it was just that we became good friends eventually . he at times would just get lost like he wont reply to my texts for days and when i would ask him what happened then he would say i was feeling low therefore i wasnt available much . i was like okayy , happens at times ,everyone has different ways of coping with their problems. once we were talking and he asked if i had done sexting with anyone before , so  i was like nope. i wasnt really up to do sexting with him because come on youre my friend how can i talk to you like that . Plus i personally am not really a big fan of this thing. Yet , he kept saying that nothing will happen , its not something bad or anything. and i was like okay maybe for once its fine. So, after some time some argument kinda thing happened , i was angry , i was like i dont wanna talk to you . And it was the day before his last exam (he was reappearing for a college exam for which he had failed previously in) . After some time when we talked and i got to know that that exam of his didnt go well coz of the argument and all. i felt bad , coz somehow due to me his mind was diverted and didnt perform nicely. To be very honest i did used to feel happy talking to him. We used to talk on n off . at the beggining of this lockdown 2020 i found him a bit wierd he used to go off from phone for days , n i  was genuinely concerned that whats  wrong ,i was like  talk it out , seek some help. Later he said his mom n sister had got covid so he was busy in taking care of that n everything . but this phase of getting off from phone , not responding to texts dosent stop. i for once told him that listen i care about you , i have got attached to you , so dont get lost like this every month for few days. if you are going through depression or anxitey than maybe get some professional help. 
Now , to all this i have a point of view that no guy would ever just randomly slide into my DM and just want to be friends . All guys want is more than friendship . i dont even know if this guy is true to what i think. There could be many things i dont know coz i have never met him , we live in different cities

So, there was this time when we were talking on phone and i decied to tell him , that i dont wanna talk to you, i wanna end this friendship . 


few days back he texted me on whatsapp , saying nice dp , i was shocked for a moment as to how , why did he even text me . he texted at  night time , so i thought maybe this guy has no one else to do sexting with , so now he freaking comes back to me . So, i didnt replied back, i was like im not gonna reply back . i did hold my self for 2-3 days but then i was like i wanna see what this guy has to say . so i said thankyou . then he tried to ask to give our friendship another shot . now me being me , who couldnt go a day without thinking about him(maybe i have a tiny bit of crush on him), said okay lets see where does it go.
then 2 days later he started sexting n i was like no no no , i am not doing sexting with  you , i dont like this concept and no im not gonna do it . so then he was like okay. then we talked like for 2-3 days and now he hasnt replied to my last text . 

Hi, I have been in a dilemma for a few days now. So I've been talking to this person online for a little over a year now. Everything is great, we facetime, call, etc so I know it's not a catfish. But for the past few days, I've been reflecting on all the things he says. Once he can be very sweet and tells me he likes me, that I could be a great wife to him or even mother. We used to call daily and talk for hours and we have also been intimate (over the phone then). On the other hand, he will say things like, I miss this girl, she was so hot. Or he will tell me he went on dates with someone and it was awesome. What the f*** is his deal ??? We aren't in a relationship so I feel like I'm not allowed to get mad about it and I have never told him it bothers me. I haven't really been replying to him so if anyone can give me advice. (Sorry if the text is a little chaotic). And the dilemma is if I'm allowed to get mad about it or if I'm just stupid and I should move on cause he clearly doesn't give a sh*t about me. 



I've been in love with my best friend for 4 years and he's in love with someone else and I feel hopeless

One Sided Love

That fucker is not replying me i just asked are you fine now. 
I heard he was ill or something i don't know whether it's  true or not, but i just asked are you fine.
Can't he normally reply yes or no.
Itna b kya male ego h.

Confusion

quick question. 

my friend has been distant from me, but not distant from his other friends. 

is asking him "hey, did anything happen?" too intrusive? its only been like this for a day or so.

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