Worst day of my life!
My bff lost his dad to corona, I don't know how to console him or what to say to him. Can't even meet him coz he's tested positive too. What can I do over call or chat😞

Yeah that is what I did, it's so heart-breaking:(

It indeed is. How is he feeling now? In this pandemic, you can’t visit him also :( 

The best thing you can do is to tell him that if we wants to talk about it, then you are there for him and leave him alone. In such time, people often want to be left alone because no words can console them, no matter what you say, it will hurt. 

COVID-19

I miss my dad and I haven't cried from last 3 years. Just wanted to cry my heart out but I can't. 

Depression

I lost my grandma Years ago then I was only 7 I don't what was happening around me.everyone was crying but my grandma was sitting still.i didn't know why.i always wanted to say her that I love you so much but I couldn't.i thought she will be with me my whole life so can say many times but I never knew she would leave me like this so that I can regret it my whole life.i always wanted to hold her warm hand but she left me a cold hand which I can't even hold for an hour.when they took her away I thought she is going somewhere but I didn't knew she was going somewhere from where she can only see me not I can see her.the only thing I want to say to you now is I love you and don't worry about your son I will take care of him well as you did but not exactly.thank you for laughing with me,walking with me and giving me a good dad who is just like you.

One Sided Love

My father was a farmer and stayed in the village with my mother and grandparents. He sent me to city for studying at a very early age. I get to see only on festivals and special occasions. As a child, living away from their parents, changed a lot in me. I started to remain quiet and still do. Barely talked to my dad.........even in college we talked like only 30sec (about money and health). Never spend time together. Never went on vacation with my family.
And now he is no more. Lost him to corona. I really miss him, wanted to say lot of things to him, wanted to go on vacation with my family. I don't even have a photo with after 3rd class.😞😭😭
I don't know whose fault it was....he was always busy with the work.....even my grandfather didn't feel the need to give my break. I REALLY HATE MYSELF AND SOME PEOPLE IN MY FAMILY.
People just burden one man with a lot of work and when he die, all they say is "he didn't take care of himself" and I am like "You didn't gave him time to do anything else".

Misunderstanding

My grandma is suffering from Alzheimers. She keeps forgetting everything. There are times when I feel like im going to lose my shit but then i have to control myself because there is no one else to take care of her. I do love her but it's tough handling this.

Mental Health

Like a month ago I tired opening up to my best friend. We have been best friends for about six years now. I’m the therapist friend so I have always been on her side! And always been there for her when she needed it! But she has never done that for me. So back to the story. My grandpa just died. One hour after he died I walked into the room he had died in and saw his body. It wasn’t even human. I will not explain about how it looked like but I will say how it felt to see it. I was empty. It just them hit me that I would never talk or see him again. A few days later was the funeral. I didn’t cry during the funeral but when they lifted up the chest and carried it outside I broke down. My depression started when he was sick but now it was worse. So I was walking with my best friend and I decide to open up. I say:
 “Do you ever feel like you want to die?”
 “Yes”
“Oh, so when you see a tall tree you think: it could jump of that tree I will be free”
“ yes. Did you know I’m depressed.”
So now I couldn’t really open up anymore because she was also feeling it. 

Later I asked her how she felt about life and she just said the it was poop and nothing more. It’s like she doesn’t care or get me. I tired multiple times but I got like no reaction. Now I’m pretty sure that she is fine but still can’t she just listen and try to understand!!!!!

I really hope that I didn’t waste your time. I just wanted to say some of my stories of one of my best friends. I have been trying to be a bit more distant, is that a good idea? Ty for reading❤️

I had a sad moment in my life when my father says you are a useless. 
There are anyone had a sad moment in life. 
Please reply me. 

Hello everyone!!
Just want to vent :)

Last year, I lost my uncle who I loved dearly. It has been a very hard time for me and my whole family. I still can't look at his pictures without tears in my eyes. Whenever someone mentions him or about the things he wanted, honestly, I cry. It just hurts knowing that someone who used to live in the same house, talked to you so lovingly, bought you whatever you needed and never missed a chance to bring happiness into your life can now never be there anymore and can never do anything anymore. Currently I'm staying at home where he lived with my grandparents and other family members and trust me it's hard going through everyday missing someone's presence.💔 I still find glimpses of him all around the house and the street. Many things remind me of him. I just miss him a lot.

Now this year, doctors are saying that we might lose my grandmother by the end of this year or maybe earlier. I'm just pissed now. I mean why God? Why are you doing this to us? She was the most active person even in old age just a year back. Now you made her condition that unstable that people are counting her days? And wasn't taking my uncle enough for you?

Now last night, I got a call from my friend. She wasn't able to speak properly because she's sick. She told me to meet her as soon as possible because she thinks that "uske din Kam bache hn" (few days are left for her). I scolded her and shut her up because I didn't want her to get discouraged like that. She told me about her condition and I have been pretty scared for her since then because the situation can turn out to be worse than it seems. I am really helpless as I'm out of town. I just wanna go meet her and hug her 😭. She went for tests and I wish her test results to be positive.

Don't you think God is playing with me?
I am tired of all this
I don't want to lose anyone 🙂

Just pray for everything to get better:)




Diseases

It's been a month since I lost my mom. It feels so hollow. My days are filled with regrets, pain, numbness, anger. But the thing is everyone around expects me and my sister to stay strong for our dad. How cruel is that for them to tell us. On her funeral we had to stay strong. I am just 19. How am I gonna live without her. I know time heals. But I wish I could just rewind time. I just wanna talk to someone by venting how I actually feel and not by filtering things cause I feel I am bothering people. I hate people saying sorry and condolence. As if that would ease my pain.

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