Will i ever be happy? It seems that everything just so empty. I am confused with my own feelings. I feel trapped inside this cage. I thought i used to be a cheerful girl and now i keep hiding behind this smiling face. The worst of all is just i dont understand myself anymore. Am i even feel sad if i dont shed tears?



It will take time. And ITS OKAY TO FEEL THIS. believe me once you heal it will be no going back. You will enjoy each and every moment of your life.
Trust the process. Take care 🤗

Been through this a year and half ago! 
Just hang in there.. you will be okay!

3am Thoughts

I hate myself for being useless

Depression

The moral of this story is that no matter how much we try, no matter how much we want it...some stories just don't have a "happy ending".

is it okay to be afraid of how much you don't care about anything anymore 

Hi, lately I dont feel like myself anymore. Me, as a person, loves to know people more, understand them more. Lately, I realised people who matter to me, have a really bad image of me in their minds. I, as a person, when gets hurt, have a tendency to get angry real quick. But I always thought and I still think, there is more to me than anger issues. I am always there for my people when they need me. I cannot have an stagnant image/opinion about anyone near me, as I mentioned earlier, I just like to get to know people more and more. So hearing negative opinions about me, affects me a lot. Lately, I have received them so much, I keep wondering what is the purpose of my life or is there anything good left in me ? The people I talk to, they just keep telling me, change yourself, don't do this, don't do that, but to be really honest, I am very tired. Over the past year, I got out of a 4 year old relationship and also distanced myself from 3 major friendships(they had turned toxic) I had in my life. I really don't know what to do.

Stress

Hi. This is completely new and weird to me since I am an introvert. I am also depressed. I do what other people say "self harm" but I call it healing because that's the only way I feel a little bit better. But I hate being depressed. It makes me feel weak... I try everything... Talked to my friends but nothing helps and I hate it and I want to end it but I cannot. I cannot control the depressing thoughts which enter in my mind. 
Depression has also made me a pessimist. I feel like no one is going to read this. Or reply back. 

Hey everyone! I really need to talk otherwise I’ll lose my mind I’m going though a lot lately.
I want to stop obsessing about people and things i literally spend my whole day imagining scenarios with a boy who obviously don’t want me. I break down and cry my soul out if one awkward thing happens to me. I feel so fucking lonely and i have no one to talk to about the things that happens inside my mind.
All i ever asked for is literally one person who cares. I just can’t go through this loneliness anymore.
Every time i try to get my shit together and work on myself to love myself and accept my self and end up in my bed not wanting to do anything anymore because on one little thing.
I fought with mental health for years and for a while i thought it was over i was literally happy for like a year and now it’s back and all i have now is suicidal thoughts and fake scenarios.
I’m so sorry for the bad energy i just need to talk :’)     

I feel unseen in this world. So alone. Talking to my mother usually helps but sometimes even she doesn't understand me.

I have had my heart broken three times. Even when I was a slim and popular girl, I was cheated on. And now I have epilepsy - thanks to the aftermath of suicidal attempts, and PCOS which makes it impossible to loose weight. 

I know I'm not physically attractive to a lot of people. But was that all that matters? Does my heart, personality, and devotion mean nothing. I'm at a loss for words. My heart aches. 

I wish I would disappear. How much longer can I  speak and not be heard.

I think i am too sensitive for any situation...
When something happens it sticks with me in my brain...

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