Why in every stage of life, men are loved with a condition? Other than mom's love everyone have a condition! 

Just wanted to know!? Midhi Telugu name la undhi sooo

True! But still come in mind... Why it is like that??

Emotional Abuse

I'm Alone, I don't have anyone in my life including parents. I'm not interested in my life, I'm getting ideas to die. But i need a good girl friend to share feelings with her, but the girls who i found they are leaving me shortly, there is no permanent girl friend in my life😔.

Breakup

Chase happiness and soon you will fall into a pit. 

Mindfulness

I wake up, I talk to myself.
As comforting as it gets,
it chokes; nights are the worst.
I wake up, I make myself
a cup of tea.
the soothing smell, yet so incomplete.
I wake up, I talk to myself
about the days, I truly felt happy.
I become sad, yet I smile at the notion.
I wake up, I talk to myself, at least
I think I talked.
I wake up, and think about not waking up, at all.

Poetry

I want an advice regarding to this one girl who was my ek back a year but now she wants me back and idk why i also wasn't able to move on after our previous relationship so i decided to get back and now she is like she wants to be with my but she says that we have to wait for 2 years due to some mutual personal reasons and the way she wants me is like she wants to marry me as she told about me to her fam but don't show me that she love me or something she just keep things simple but i am unable to hide my feelings every time and that 2 years time is killing me af so what do you think that should i wait for her and if i should then how to control or cope up with this emotions so that i can also keep the limits define till the time as i flow too much when we use to talk at night sometimes other days it seems like i said her too much i showed to much obsession so how to overcome this thing....

Relationships

It's been 4months to my break up. I'm trying my best to overcome but i don't know the thing which stops me to be happy. Feel something missing inside try to analyze still end up with find nothing. Getting lots of mixed vibes .. I'm even unable to focus where i have to😢

Life

Lately i have been losing people to my insecurities build due to some people who were toxic and left me in pieces. With all this going, my family isnt supportive either... My grades have been falling since....my parents are unhappy...i get unwanted judgements from literally all my relatives and there not a single person i could open upto and talk about how i feel....this is superrr unfairrr....

Anxiety

Attendance!!! How many are up?

3am Thoughts

No men will ever be good enough for a women who still carries the wounds—Wounds of the past. She turns into a narcissist. 
Instead of appreciating what her man has and provide to her, she will find ways to look into things by which she can prove to her man, "you are not good enough". 
She will be too critical and  she finds this dominance over the relationship as the way to justify her trauma. She was not treated well by her father so she sees her demands being the superior than anything. She was not treated well by her mother so getting connected to her feminine side annoys her. 
Her whole concept of relationship relies on "what can I get from it?" And if I will not be critical, my demands will be put secondary. 
But there is a demarcation that is needed between demands being put forward and not being considerate towards him. 
Respect his efforts --> you will be blessed by a man who will be willing to grow older with you.  Wiseness comes through experiences and it takes time, depending on how often he is facing those events. If he is learning, trying hard to change for good, you are blessed by a real man. He will not bow down to you because he loves you but stand up with his shoulders straight with the confidence to face you over thoughts and willing to discuss over things that has the capacity to obliterate the dignity of the established relationship and such a man keeps the malevolence at bay. 
No man is born wise. The easiest way to crumble a man confidence is make him feel useless/not worthy. This critical behaviour towards her man will eventually make her alone and him question his reliability. 
Remember : women, you provide a critical mirror for men but being too critical is obliterating for him. 


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