Why everyone here thinks that only jee neet and iit are the better for career . Like i am not into any of these and not even for upsc becoz i know what can I do best what who ever ask me about it i tell them and they are like in sb me kuch nahi hoga engineering ke liye prepare kro upsc ke liye prepare kro

Me ye nahi keh rhi ki unhe nai Krna chahiye i am saying about that guardians jo dusre logo ko demotivate krte h kyuki bo log je choose nai krte 

Nah that's the same I'd it's just switched anonymous. Yup i think most of them didn't understand what I want to say 

I want to choose law and everyone like ye bakalat me kuch nai rakha types and I am not crying just saying that I am lucky that my mother allows me to choose whatever I want bt some of my friends their parents like tumhe yhi Krna pdega 

Ya i can face the people bt how can I tell this to my gaurdians. You know the thinking of parents and elders these days . Ok gn 

Ya bt in India lawyers are seen as liers and I belong from a small city and yha pr mostly parents want their child to be doctor Engineer etc. 

I am the one in my house with sharpest talks 😅. I always protest for it bt you know sometimes it just demotivate you . Actually talking about it some of my relatives are like zuban kechi ki trh h tum yhi kr paogi and I m like yess mujhe yhi krna h 😂

I want to bt my parents are over protective they agreed on being lawyer bt they are like yhi local me krlo bhr mt jao 

Ha that's what I think bt you know lawyers ki image kya h in society 

Hm your are right bt i just can't hear what they saying when I told them so it just br broke itno fight😅 

Mujhe insb ke alawa career choose Krna h or jo me kr chuki hu bt sb tokte h ki ye mt kr jee kr 

Right bt the thing is log hmesha demotivate krte h 

Just don't motivate them who are not choosing these options unhe atleast neecha to mt dikhao 

U r right... Do the thing you love the most

When you know what is best for you, there is no such thing that can beat you

Career

Today I woke up early approx 4:30☺️, feeling a defferent enargy
I went morning walk,i had my breakfast and now I'm scrolling my phone
I have some day plans 😀


Happy

How do you make a decision as huge as moving abroad when you're struggling with a lot of self esteem issues ?
How do you build up that confidence in you ?
It's like an internal conflict within me , I know the opportunities out there are endless but a part of me would never be convinced to move away from family , friends , this country and all it has . 
Not able to come to a conclusion ! 

Education

To all the parents: Your children are living in a competitive world. Encourage them instead of burdening them with your and society's expectations.

Relationships

I have been married for about 7 years now to a person who is not interested in intimacy ever since the very start.I have considered all options of him having a different orientation to him being interested else where and its none of those things.The dysfunction is so pronounced that he sleeps in a separate room.I have talked to my doctor about it and they think he is on some kind of autistic spectrum.A very mild variant but one which doesn’t allow him to socially connect.I have been alone a very long time.I have a 5.30 year old daughter from this marriage and i am still trying for family preservation but i get lonely a lot and it has started effecting my mental health now.He never admits to him having any issues and thus refuse to work on the relationship placing the blame on me being a certain way,to be the reason of lack of intimacy.I have tried understanding his side but now feel he doesn’t understand he has issues and needs professional help to make him realize that he does.He doesn’t agree to seek any help and its getting very stressful to he on the recieving end of all this.Don’t know what to do.

Confusion

We become what we think about most of the time and that's the STRANGEST Secret.
So take care of thoughts and thinking. 

Life

been dreaming of the same person for the last three nights just out of no where what does this meannnn 

Other

just sharing some songs that got me through hard times( the links come with lyric video for both the korean songs subs in English and the ones in English it's just the lyrics.)

(in korean)
- Hug by seventeen:   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q14n7L9OKDU
- Breath by Lee Hi:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zAQ2iDqlZ-Y
- I'm here for you by X1:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lZh0bw7nTR0
- Holo by Lee Hi:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PTe9l1SIrKA
- Zero o'clock by BTS: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o-oObrEmrAs
- Hopes for tomorrow by Sejeong:   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1wOFrQTNwZk
-It's okay by BTOB:      https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HynR6PwjM7M
- You don't have to be a star by 109:    https://youtu.be/uiI6h-EzuFE
- Downpour by IOI :   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fsNYmlPCYJw

(in english (i don't listen to a lot of music in English nowadays so sorry if it's all the same artists but this is what i used to listen )  )

- A little to much by Shawn Mendes:   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ogfa7-GyFY0
- Be alright by Justin Bieber :  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LKUl99f_MoE
- Life is worth living by Justin Bieber: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f4qTw9mvGvE
-  Purpose by Justin Bieber:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wlh8KX36EWs
- Never be alone by Shawn Mendes:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p2d8li5Nqiw
- Scars to your beautiful by Alessia Cara:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_epVgBDPBOg
- Who says by Selena Gomez:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J5gVq9C--zg
- Breathin by Ariana Grande:    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lkVMd4sB3ts

I have many other songs but this is all for today, hope maybe someone else can also feel comfort from this songs as i did💙✨

Music

In morning I was okay , my boyfriend called me at 5.48 , because he was missing me . But I ignore . Relationship feels like heavy on me , I can't trust anyone after my long term relationship with ex boyfriend. My career is on peak , but the memories hurt me each day. I don't know when I am going to free 

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