Why do i always feel so lonely… instead of having so many people around me I still feel that I am sitting alone…i just need some one to hold me when I fall… someone to laugh with me… someone who would cry with me…someone who would love me… someone who would make me understand what is good for Mr or what is not…I am just fed up of being strong…now I just want someone to see my vulnerable side and love me unconditionally♥️

I am just being frustrated on my self IDK why

Hey! You're not lonely. A lot of people are here for you. :) 
I know it might feel like where to start from. But let's try and start one by one okay? 
What's bothering you the most at the moment? Be as specific or abstract as you want. I'll try to understand you from my perspective.  :) 

Teenagers

बिछड़ के तुझ से किसी दूसरे पे मरना है 

ये तजरबा भी इसी ज़िंदगी में करना है 

हवा दरख़्तों से कहती है दुख के लहजे में 

अभी मुझे कई सहराओं से गुज़रना है 

मैं मंज़रों के घनेपन से ख़ौफ़ खाता हूँ 

फ़ना को दस्त-ए-मोहब्बत यहाँ भी धरना है 

तलाश-ए-रिज़्क़ में दरिया के पंछियों की तरह 

तमाम उम्र मुझे डूबना उभरना है 

उदासियों के ख़द-ओ-ख़ाल से जो वाक़िफ़ हो 

इक ऐसे शख़्स को अक्सर तलाश करना है



Poetry

Sometimes it's difficult 
for ous to understand our own feelings
or to except it.........


Growing Up

I need help…either to go back to him or not


It was 8months and i lied to him about going out
I went out with my male friend he hates…he found out
He was furious and he slapped me after that…thn i broke up with him..moved back to my parents place…and he kept trying to talk to me
Although his methods were very insulting…he shared everything about me to my frnds my brother 
So i moved to a new place to avoid all this
And again he calls me after a month to tell me he knows whereabouts of me and all
He found through my zomato account

We had a fight…but after 15 days i called him that i need to see you…we met…everything was normal as if we never had any issue

Boyfriend

Hiii to everyone
So I am new here...
Feeling lonely here...


Lonely

I'm feeling like I don't matter. I have no family (most of them are dead), one friend in the world and I keep losing jobs, mostly because I can't seem to fit in at work. I love people, but have no social skills. I just sort of got out of a long relationship and I'm having troubles at my new work place. Mind you, I'm in my early thirties, I should have my life sorted by now. Instead, all I have is people who hate me and have to start out over and over due to my mistakes. I loved that last guy, gave him eight years of my life and got discarded like a piece of trash. I have been an inpatient before, but that's not possible now because I'm an expat (a year in this country) and counselling is very expensive. The level of suffering is insane, but I'm afraid of pain so that's why I haven't ended it. I booked a phone session (that's free at the moment) but that's not going to magically fix anything. I'd just like to be accepted and loved for myself because I forgot what it was like. If people don't want me, that must mean I'm a shitty person, right? I do have BPD, but I got lot better with age, but I'm still living an empty life. Thank you to whoever reads this, at this moment just writing this down means the world to me. 

Depression

I am sad

3am Thoughts

Every wait, has a worth 

Guys you know I need help 
Soo, there is one boy in my life we are friends from 11th and now this year I complete my graduation
When we were in 11 th class back then he had that huge crush on me and I was unaware of that later in 11th std his friends told me he likes me and he started messaging me we used to talk a lot on messages and then at the beginning of 12th std he proposed me I said no because of my family conditions and my father. But we still used to talk we used to send each other love you messages and emojis and all but at the end of 12th std my dad checked my phone and found his messages those messages were like couples are talking with each other kind of messages my father blocked his number and told me not to talk with him ever again.next day in college I went to explain him but he didn't lesson my explanation and we stopped talking then at the last day of our college me came to me and he told me to unblocked him I did and he send me this long message in which he explain why he used to love me what he likes about me and then athe last sentence broke my heart he wrote that he want to move on that's why he is writing this we can still be friends but now he will try to stop loving me. I cried so much that day 


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