Who loves photography? Like it's your hobby. It could be bird/wildlife photography or just any type of pictures.

We could talk about it and share our work. Connect with me if you are interested.

Take Care 🧡

Affirmations

  Tw ED SH
  
A couple days ago I wasn’t eating, like at all, and, and now I’m in like a lot of pain, in my stomach, I’m not sure if it is this or if it’s something else (I think it’s something else) but this isn’t helping me at all, I need to get up and do stuff, stuff needs to get done. In the 6th grade I went days without eating to “fix” myself cause in my head my family was embarrassed of my weight and to be seen outside of the house with me. So I fixed it. I’m in the 10th grade now. I still can’t forget those days, and how I’d get away with it. I’m always scared to to talk about my ED because I’m scared people will say I’m faking like my friends did in the 7th grade with my SH, and that hurt, they spreader rumors about me and how I only did it for attention when they are the ones that asked if I was cutting or not. And I told them yes cause I didn’t want to lie to them. But now I see I probably should have lied. :/ 

Self Harm

Can someone talk to me I am trying to make friends I feel alone . 

Stress

Day 57 of writing journal entries.

Today was a chill day, but also a strange one. This morning I was sitting in my bedroom as I’d just finished my schoolwork, and when I went in there the sky was mostly clear. Then, about half an hour later my Mom is calling me, telling me to look outside. It was POURING snow, in 30 minutes I could barely see the grass, this is unusual for my area. Well, unusual for it to happen that fast. After that I sat in my room for another hour or so and when I looked outside again, it had all melted. It was wild haha.

Anyway, hope you guys are doing good. Peace out. ✌️

Personal Growth

Hey girl power, anybody up for a chat please!!!!!

Friends

I feel lost. 
I feel to be scared  surrounded by the people.
It's just that i wanna be alone. But sometime I want my special one to be with me so that i can hug him as long as I want. 
When I see around me there's only loneliness.. 

Lonely

I have never dated anyone.

3am Thoughts

I'm gonna be fine someday,right?
I want to be happy.

Depression

I feel like I have been scammed of 1lakh rupees. I am very very poor at physics and coaching teachers are of no good use. They come in, boast how they have guided people who got really good ranks and say stuff like "Mai cheeze 2 baar nai smajahta" and all that nonsense 
So my friend recommended this teacher who lives nearby my house and he was willing to take classes. Until I didn't pay him, he was really open to classes and etc. Now he is holding classes without me, doesn't reply back, doesn't call back, takes way too may offs. He was so set on making me join him, that he used affirmations like you are going to do well, I am here for you. He's all that talk and no work kinda person I think. I paid for those classes so to remove that anxiety and jolt new methodologies but now, even after paying Such a heavy amount he am nowhere to be seen. That anxiety is still there. Like what the hell am I going to do now. And I ask my parents fir help to help me study they are like "Oh YoU CaN Do IT On YOur owN!" 
I have no one to guide me, not even my sister and I feel so lost. Which book to do, how many qs to do, which teacher to follow, whose advice to take out of a bout a million people on youtube, I feel so lost 

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