Where are the interesting,+ve energy kinda people at? Let's talk 

You been doing anything exciting, lately?

Hahaha... you're alright! What makes you interesting? 

Was meant to be travelling with my bestie... Indonesia, Phillipines, Sinhapore, Malaysia.... 
Maybe later now..

Will be travelling interstate, when the interstate borders open (I live in Australia)


How about you?

How is life treating you? Been doing anything fun lately?

I've been a little more productive than usual... getting some paperwork sorted for something coming up....

Work is alright... nothing much happening..

Friends

rather feel nothing then whatever this is 

3am Thoughts

Is there anyone else feeling low on energy today ?

I want to scream and cry and get everything out

Anxiety

woke up like i am such a useless person 

I need help like actually , I don't know what is wrong with me but there is something wrong and I am suffering a lot. I was so good at a kid and then teenage hit me and everything changed I started going after boys to find love, started neglecting my studies and got my heart broken and lost all self worth and love but still somehow aced till my 12 th class. I lost my dad when I was 15 , since then my mom, bro and I struggle but I'm such a mess I don't have energy to help her. I'm 20 now I wasted 2 years of my college studying nothing, now when people are apply for internships , I don't know how to pass the basic test of those. My chest is hurting. I don't know how to help myself. I feel so helpless

Depression

I used to be so much fun person enthusiastic and active. I spoked a lot. But now I am just.. a boring person. I talk to my friends only when we have some work. I don't actively take part in conversation. I have just became a mean sarcastic person. Sometimes I feel that I have so many people to talk to but I can't . I don't know why this is happening to me. It's just no one knows anything going on in my life. It like I have distaned myself from everybody. I really don't have any friends. I feel so lonely. I want someone who can just love me the way I used to love or care or trust others. I have been putting my anger rage in control for so long period that it has ended as anxiety and panic attacks. When I am angry I just cut myself. I have became so sensitive . I cry over very little things. And I am so mean to people because for them I am the one who doesn't cry who doesn't care. I think it good when people hate you cause it's like they dont expect anything from you. They know you are gonna say something mean. I really don't care about others now. And my sister is so upset about this. But I am just like ki pls for once don't tell me I am mean but think what made me like this. What changed me to this. Sometimes I feel I don't deserve anything. I feel like to end my life. I wanna cut myself again though I know it's so baadd for me......

Why is it so hard to fit in when you are in a new environment among new people?

Confusion

have you ever feel not belong anywhere and wherever you try to fit in you just broke yourself even more?

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