When people look at me they see happy but I’m not me and my mom fight alot today my stepdad said I was threatening to hit my 2 yr old sister with her toy hammer but and I asked my mom for help because she was there when everything happened she kept quite and I felt sad I rushed to my room and leaned against my door so she couldn’t come in but she managed to come in and by doing so hurting me we have alot of fights I dont know wht to call it emotional abuse it’s been happening for years now she expects such big things from me and always says bad things about me she talks behind my back to her friends and family saying horrible thing I talk to my aunt she is a big help she knows my mom is bit crazy my mom thinks she is raising me right but she doesn’t see I’m hurting inside she isn’t all bad like we can laugh and all but when I’m older and I get as far as possible from her I’ll tell her how I feel and then not talk too her for some years and I’ll try get some help I just wish I didn’t feel so alone
Avtar @avtar
Hey hey hey can we connect on a call I think we can have a solution if we discuss.
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