When it's time for festivities, what are some of your fondest memories? Have things changed today vs in the past? 

Yess this time just missing a special person this festivals

Family

I lost my last hope 

Hope

i've become so forgetful, i feel very frustrated with myself!!

Frustration

Let's talk about memories! 
Tell me your most favorite memory!

3am Thoughts

To someone who might not even read this ever
I'm sorry I wasn't the person you were looking for 
I'm sorry I couldn't be what you liked
I'm sorry I wasn't the person you always wanted: joyful, perfect life, perfect body, happy and always cheerful, flawless
sorry i was none of them
i was just a girl with wounds from past, f*cd up life and family, most imperfect body filled with flaws, 
I'm sorry I burdened you with my sad life talks
I'm sorry my love wasn't enough 
I wasn't enough 
i tried my best. Gave you everything i had 
trusted you with my insecurities 
and you left me a just because of them

It's almost a year that we broke up now and you've already moved on... It didn't even take you a month to move on and here I'm a stupid girl who thought you fell for me as hard as i did. It all happened in a snap i didn't want things between us to end this way... I still sometimes forgot we aren't a thing anymore that you're gone and wake up in excitement to text you, to ask how you're doing, to tell you how much i love you and then i fell this sudden weird pain in stomach and heart coming back to reality that you're gone.. You left me heartbroken 💔

Every freaking morning i wake up with a hope of getting a text from you.
I have deleted everything related to you but that 1 last photo , i can't let go.
I replay our calls in my mind, i am miserable without you.
I'm not doing any better, come back if it's possible....i am not able to lose hopes.
One day you'll put your ego aside.  
One day you'll know that how much i have loved you in this world of casual relationships.
One day you'll know that something is very special between us.
I'll wait.......

Love

you told me that put all your time and your effort to make us work and that you weren’t going anywhere but you left. you left and i missed you. you said you’d be back so i waited but you never did. now, i found someone else and you finally decided to reach out to me. is that what it took? you don’t want me but you don’t want anyone else to have me either? please, just leave me alone. 

I know everyone here are legit souls who seeks answers and comfort and share and help. So, I ask you legit people this question - Do we get what we deserve?

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts