Newstage @lunmx
When I think about suicide, I feel so much relief. I feel like its what will make me stop worrying and every time I get myself thinking about it, sometimes not only with ideations but also kind of contemplating it.
I dont want to die, but it seems the only way to stop this.
I wont do anything against me. I just wanted to vent this as nothing makes sense and thinking about it makes me feel βbetterβ with relief.
I know I feel the same way as you. The worst thing is we canβt talk about this with the outside world