When days are rough
You have to keep your trust...

When stars align from the sky,
You have to keep your trust that you can fly...

When failures always come towards your way
But you believe that success is on the way...

When experience wins
And expectation hurts
When love doesn't betrayed you
But people does...

But you still choose to be with you
Thats when you know what life taught you...

- Queenn 👑




Poetry

Hi..plz read my post and help me..show some little patience to read my long post..

3am Thoughts

He is with me but not mine anymore.
I want us 🥺

Love

I thought there was something between us. They say you feel it in your gut and I felt it. I got excited like damn finally you would be the one. And then I found out you have a boyfriend 💔 I'm so tired of this... It's the same every time

Crush

If you are reading this i want you to know its okay to feel lost 
its okay not to know your purpose right now, its okay not to have answer of all your questions..life is never meant to be easy neither it give us what we want but instead it reward us with what we truly deserve..so if you are in pain right now i want you to know that everything is going to be okay .just be patient with yourself.. maybe not everything is in your favor right now but i promise you things will get better than today :)

- Queen 👑

The moon is shattered in the sky,
The light of night is dime,
The dark prevails on the path of light
Thus the night remains in grim.


Love is a ghost that's others can't see,
Screams like a sound fading in green,
Our smiles is a scratch of a broken dream,
Hence the Road is a dusty path to the stream....

Living in dreams ! What do you say ?

Confusion

So here’s a story, as you all know yesterday was Mother’s day, and me living cross country from my mom couldn’t really do anything for her instead I had plans to make sure i spend enough time with her on phone and talk to her, give her my attention and love. Anyways, between our talk yesterday the conversation somehow drifted to what she had cooked for dinner and how i dint want to hear it as i am currently on diet to make sure i loose weight.
Now before i go any further, i know i am fat (thanks to all my childhood bullies and most ex’s) my weight and my looks haven’t always been the best thing about me. And i am completely aware of it (seriously i am not seeking for a pity remark here just stating facts).
However, the when i told her that the diet is making me cranky and miss yummy food my mom told me if i had taken care of my diet earlier I wouldn’t have to go through this (which i agree as she was rightly about it), then she went on and added that me still not been employed after 4 months of completing my master and not being as thin or pretty (fair) as my cousin sister (who recently got married), i have a pretty high demand of wanting to marry someone in their late 20’s and not 30’s probably when asked for my marriage preferences(P. S i am 24), it would be too much of a demand and that if i looked as i am right now maybe no one or maybe just maybe an older ( not shamming anyone here) would eventually settle to marry me.
Now i cut the call immediately after i said ‘then maybe I shouldn’t marry at all’ after hearing this as the call was on video and my dad and sister were also in the same room as my mom.
(I wanted to say a whole lot more but since it was Mother’s day I dint start a fight and i am pretty proud of me for that)
And this isn’t the first time my mom has made me feel ugly about myself, FYI she is very pretty touchwood. But GOD i wish i was the pretty one sometimes instead of her. (i know i am horrible)
Annnnyywwaayyyss, in short, i learnt my lesson - keep conversation short on the next damn Mother’s day

Insecurity

So much problem is going on in my relationship, I am feeling depressed , I want to share all my feelings but no one is thr what should I do

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts