Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Breaking one’s hard earned trust

my mom

Insults

Racist jokes

In going to be my usual ‘that guy’ routine and address the question instead of answering it. Falls in the category of never saY never combined with praying for patients. You will get the opportunity to practice. Lets say someone crosses that line, and for some reason you go against what you said you’d never do… They’re obviously that important, but you also broke a promise to yourself. That had side effects. Who is forgiveness really for anyway? Itz not about telling someone else its okay they wronged you, its so that you dont have to hold onto that judgeme t against another. To forgive is to let go. Ive been very fortunate in my life to fet more than just a second chance. I owe it to myself to act in kind. Especially if i am to make value of each chance and not accept them in vain. It may take that one more chance over and over again. We dont prove it to eachother, but people are worth it because we know whatbits like to be human. For that reason i feel they have to be worth it, same idea as never but on the other side of it. Work to minimize future regrets.

The way iam now.i can never forgive myself