What do you go against lonliness? 

I've thought about my life when it hit me. There's no one really consistent in my life. My friends aren't really good friends. I'm not my best friend's best friend. College friends seem temporary. No old friends from school left. No one thinks of me first when something exciting happens. No love interests, just rejections and retreats. It feels like I'm alone in this world with 8 billion people.

I just want to share my life with friends or a partner. 
But I can't find anyone who wants to stay.  

I can't tell u how terribly I relate with at this moment....
We're in this together...
We'll get through it

I’m trying to figure this out myself. Maybe reach out to new people? 

Lonely

Hello to who ever is reading this 

Not so long ago I realized that the friends that I had weren't really my friends they put so much pressure on me and even laugh at me when I did something wrong they would leave me when I was at my worst

So.. this year I am going to try to meet new people 
I don't know who I am going to encounter but I hope it good people

And for those that are in a bad relationship please stop it as soon as possible I know its hard but its for the better😊

Hope

Is it okay to have zero friends?

It's like for the first time in a while I've made good friends. But most of the times it's hard for me to connect to them. I Often feel like there humour doesn't match mine. There understanding/ perception about life is almost similar to mine but i can't relate to their problems. I have financial issues and nobody else realizes it. 
Sometimes i do feel that i want to live incognito and be someone but other times they respect me and be so kind. I admire each one of them. But relatibility factor lacks sometimes. I Don't understand why they are so high maintenance. Like friendships can be low maintenance and easy right but they cost me financial strains. 
Thoughts anybody!?

Friends

It's so difficult to me to maintain friendships, it makes me wonder how I will do in the future with more serious relationships.
I can form connections. I can go and make friends if I want to, socialize and communicate with a group or a community (with a single person is more difficult and I'm still working on getting better in that aspect yet...).
My only problem is maintaining them and my feelings along the way. In real life happened, but in social media occurs all the time. And the worse of all is I don't know how to feel about this... sometimes it feels wrong, I don't want this to keep happening, yet my actions say otherwise. I encountered a variation of people throghout the short period of life I'm living and I'm sure I will find many different ones, and when I make a connection of some sort, I feel obligated to put effort in maintaining them; I don't want to. Of course every friendship needs effort to make it work, if one wants to be comprehended we need to communicate about ourselves and all that... I just don't feel like it. And it's so selfish from my part, because if I need to talk to someone in a specific moment I go and talk to them but when they do the same (or just want to talk to me in general) I always respond late or make blockages of some sort.
This sounds so wrong. I know what actions I make and what consequences they lead, but the feeling that comes with doing them is stronger than my rational thinking. The constant ignoring, cut off talks, make up excuses, showing lack of interest... sadly just now it starts to sink in even if I was aware of them long time ago.
I want to blame to the way I was raised and how I'm ashamed of showing who I am and showing all kinds of affect towards others, how my inability to show my emotions due to fear of judgement and lack of understanding from others makes me incapable of putting all of me into a connection; making everyone meaningless to me. Also the fact that is difficult to form connections if we're just communicating by internet. 
But obviously, majority of this is a me problem and I won't deny I am at fault. Recognizing the problem is the first step and is good I'm aware. Bad is that I'm not treating it, and that means I'm not taking care of myself good enough.
I noticed my patterns when it comes to join a new community (specially on internet). Everytime someone wants to know me more deeply, I either 1. Walk away (which I have rights to do so if I don't like the person or they're neutral to me but bad if I was really interesed in being friends) 2. Let them, then I leave them into nothingness due to all thr causes I said before. And the cycle repeats itself.
Now that I'm doing a project I'm passionate about, I need to communicate to my partners and the larger community I'm in. Which is fine, I enjoy it and I decided to stay since I'm happy about it. However, it came to the inevitable phase of "we spend a lot of time together time to get know each other deeply" and it's... uncomfortable. I don't want this. I didn't want something more than a surface level. But it's inevitable, and I'm scared. Scared of how I might react, how they will treat me if I fuck up. I don't want this project to go to waste and I want to stop generating them negative emotions, hurting people. And it's so, so difficult. Because I'm so used to loneliness and my own independence, even if I depend in some things I rarely depend and let others in when it comes to my emotional side. I don't even know how my caring side is, since when I do it it feels fake to me it's uncomfortable. And I'm so sorry for the people I left behind without an explanation, for those who I abandoned, didn't give them enough care... I lost them all and even if I appreciate the lesson (or if these people were kinda shitty for my life) I feel the regret and I can't help but feel sorry. It's difficult, super difficult to control something I don't even know what it is... it's a foggy confusion and actions with zero feelings.
I don't know if I'm making sense now. Just a rambling numb dumb text, since that's how I feel most of the time when I'm talking to others. It isn't supposed to make myself feel understood even when at times I crave that. I'm putting my thoughts and feeling into place and trying to figuring out where I go.
I will try, I will try even harder to know how to heal this aspect of myself properly and taking care of others better as I go. It's a mess right now but it's never too late and I believe in myself and the fact that I can find motivation to keep going, like I always been able to get myself of off the ground many times.

I feel very empty. I'm a college student and I have five friends in my class. They always backbite others, also backbite about each other in group I feel very guilty and I feel like i wanna come out of it. But the problem is I wouldn't have anyone else. I have a very diplomatic relationship due to this. Also they are selfish and care only about themselves. I miss my school friends who are in other colleges now. Should I continue the diplomacy till I graduate or do I avoid them. They bully people and make fun of them, though I'm not doing it I feel I'm a part of them.
To be specific it's 3 out of the 5 people. The other two are always hiding secrets making me feel left out, meanwhile the first three have thier own secrets. 

Over the past semester of college, I have bonded and become friends with people on my dance team. I felt like I have been talking more to them and present in the conversations. But they keep bringing up how I'm really quiet. I am kind of quiet, but like not how they are saying, and it's making me feel like I haven't actually become that close with them and that they don't really see me or as a friend, and it is making me really sad because this is the only friend group I've made and I like hanging out with them. 

Love yourself the most .the world is fake

Caregiver

So say you introduced your friend to your other friend circle and over a little less than a year, they became good friends. And now, since the last 3 months they've been arguing and fighting alot. That friend that you introduced even said "I wish I never met them"
but they've always been the ones your friend talked to every single day.
What would you do??
Yes, that's what's happening to me, I really don't know what to do and the last thing I'd want to do is separate all of them. I tried to fix their friendships again and again but it never worked, they'd be friendly for a few days and then back to war. I tried talking to the friend I introduced them to, since they were causing the fights and they always said that they'd be nicer, kinder but it just never turns out like how I want it to be. 

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