What do you do when you feel that you stand nowhere? You know you are utterly replaceable. You are treated like you are inconsequential. You are not the reason someone feels happy. And you know that. You are just a needless and insecure person who doubts every reason of her happiness. No one can stick with you for long. You start hating yourself, when it is actually not your fault and you know that.
You can never know, why it’s happening, whether any of it matters. It’s a long, downward spiral. And it helps to live in the moment and not fall into the dark pit of these existential crisis questions. And talking and voicing out these helps too