What a peaceful evening I like it 🥰am Enjoying with my fav song 🎧and coffee☕ 

But today my mind is peace that's why I like it

Toh mtlb joh log coffee pitey waqt song sunte unke paas kaam nhi hota ae jare

I get it what you tryna saying but adding some spice of irony doesn't makes you cool yk yahi baat tu pehle ache se bhi bol skta tha taunt krne ki jagah 

Don't argue abhi just ignore it some people are understand it that's enough don't look for negative

Ha yeh sahi hai pehle taunt maarle fir yeh dil bhejde 

Leave it na if u don't feel the same then just ignore my post that's it

Isme peaceful kya hai yeh toh Roz hi krte hai

Happy

This platform or the real world, all are as fake and real as we want it to be. Strange is the fact that people wish to stay anonymous and yet wants other person to be real. Whatever one seeks, one gets. Indeed we encounter demons too, but then at least we have been real to them and that's enough to stay motivated and positive. 

3am Thoughts

Searching for friend

Supportive

Any-one?? 

I never felt this weak. I thought i was strong enough to handle anything.... I didn't care about anybody leaving me before.... but this time it hurts like this pain and the damage can never be fixed. 

I feel like, how can i be so stupid to be with such a person, who will someday throw me out her life like this.....

I thought she was different. I loved her like there will be no tomorrow.... I made sure of not doing anything which will hurt her..... I never had any female friend in 5 years of relationship. I put all in giving 100% of my loyality. But all she cared about Money and Reputation.

This break up turned me into a man with two personality, one who still loves her and second one, who hates her the most.

My peace of mind has gone and m not stable....I feel really bad about myself.

Relationships

Maybe I should soon take you to see the lilac sky... 

Music

What am I gonna do? Life ke najaane aur kitne saal kaatne hai? Akele? Ma-papa jaisa koi nai mila :(

Chalo shopping 🛒
What should I buy....first shopping in new city :) 

Celebration

This maybe boring if you don't like reading long texts. I wanna un-bottled up.
When i was around 9 my family wasn't so great my father had drinking problem. My mom was sick of it and me my mom kind of left dad for about 2 years or so. During time when he was drinking my mom and father fight but my dad wasn't abusive nor he would curse when he gets drunk. In those days we were living with the mom's side of relatives. I often gets scolded about my dad's drinking problem by my aunts. Also at around 6 i didn't wanted to go to school but my aunt forced me to. As a kid i was afraid and then she hit with a really big wood relatively larger and heavier than 3 baseball bats. While i was getting hit and crying i looked over to my mother she was cooking in the kitchen. I asked for help but looked at me with a smile and ignored me. At around 9 my family got together we were living in harmony when my dad gets drunk he used to come to me and say how much he loves me and also does the same thing to mom. One day stray puppy was dying my dad looked after it and found a rubber band tied around its neck. He asked me if i did it.  I said no. He was suspicious but truly to this day i am not sure if i did it. It started hunting When i was 10.  As a silly kid i was doing silly things . One day i found 3 used batteries. I put wires and tapes at each ends and plugged in thinking it would charged the batteries ofcourse batteries exploded. Dad heard and hit me for doing such stupid act well i kinda deserved it but the moment he accused me killing a pup in the past.  I got mad and got traumatised. Now we live happily both my family and relatives.  But whenever i argue with a family member . I just ignore them or even sometimea i juts walk outta the house. I don't feel attached to anyone not even my parents. I kinda feel peaceful when i'm living alone except only problem is night anxiety.

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