we're all killers.

we've all killed parts of ourselves to survive.

we've all got blood on our hands. something somewhere had to die so we could stay alive.

- if memories could bleed, if dreams could scream | m.a.w (via dvoyd)

Aditya Sahu 

3am Thoughts

One day...one day ill make my parents proud. One day i will finally do the things i find difficult and scary. It will happen soon.. And ill make sure nobody is made to feel this way...for just being themselves

Life

Hii

The thing is that with humans na hum pehle toh padhte ni hai fir jab syllabus hadd se zyada pile up ho jaata hai na fir humse ho ni paata, fir hume kuch samajh hi ni aata kya krna hai, kaise krne hai aur fir saala bas hoti hai tension. Ab mere paas itna syllabus ho gaya hai cover krne ke liye. Kya karun? Itni jaldi paper kaise aa gaya. 

Stress

Books

Anyone up for a chat ?

Boss k tano se kaise bache?

( Job chhodne ka koi ni bolega 🥲 )

Depression

We're all sad in one or the other way right. We think that we've been going through hell  but there are some people who has never been happy even once in their life. My boyfriend broke up with me last month, i really suffered and i am now. He just left without some reason. He just said i don't love you anymore i kinda feel a distance between us. And i met my bestfriend after a year and i was crying to her. And then she said the problem she was going through. I felt so bad. Mine was nothing compared to her problem. He had so bad family issues, that her dad had an affair. She was suffering her whole life. I felt really really bad. I just thought we never know what a person goes through. He or she May be facing a huge storm inside but they will look okay outside. Why do we have to live like this. Why can't we be happy. Why can't people try to understand us the way understand them. We're all villian in someone's story and it's true right 🙃

Once I told a very close person of mine that I'm going through the stages of depression and that person told me that I don't have any proper reason  to be depressed, and also told i got everything and lot more. Seriously? 🙄...its like telling an asthma person why are you inhaling less air there's a lot of air around you. Oh godd!

Confusion

Okay so I kind of have a problem. I’ve had this friend since elementary school, she’s got a boyfriend, well, used to. They had been together for like 4 years but were constantly on and off, breaking up and getting back together all of the time, he cheated on her 5 times and on the 6th he asked her to have an open relationship to which she accepted despite not wanting one just because he threatened her to break up if she didn’t so foolishly she said yea because “ I love him and i don’t want him to leave me” she said. They had a terrible an extremely toxic relationship, she’d always come to me crying and complaining about him yet constantly get mad whenever i told her what i really thought (that he’s an a**hole she should dump, but in nicer words) saying im jealous. A few months ago we met up after a long time and she kissed me so we kind of made out, she initiated the kiss ( was my first proper kiss, ironically my first not so proper kiss, a peck on the lips was also with her years ago,but that’s a whole other story) Later after that we didn’t talk about it, like anytime anything weird happened between us she’ll always act as if it never happened. I didn’t know by then she was on an open relationship so i felt bad thinking i helped her cheat, but not rlly cuz tbh that dude kind of deserves it. Anyway long story short, they’ve broken up now and i think she’s making a move on me, again. But i’m afraid this is just like every other time. They break up for a few weeks and get back together. I’m not into this. Also as a friend i’m concerned she can’t see how toxic the relationship she’s in is and how long ago she should’ve dumped him for good, isn’t it humiliating for her to let a man make fun of her like that and use her? what should i do?

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