Well some years back I had my first crush and when my cousin came to know about it she gave me hopes that he could like me back and everything and she talked to him and got his number, we talked over phone for almost an year and even exchanged ilys but we never met and somewhere or the other I always felt like this was someone else but I was just afraid to ask and whenever I tried my cousin would just sprout some lies. Fast forward the guy I talked to was a different person and my cousin has moved out and we don’t have any contact. I ghosted that guy after an year. And its just weird I could never really come out of that. Should I call and ask who he was and everything. I just don’t even know anything. He could be a married man or a psychopath for fuck sake and I am so afraid and everything about confronting. It’s been 4 years since I last talked to my cousin and 2-3 years since I last talked to that guy.