Well… I feel quite numb and currently, I feel like crying, my heart is racing, my mind is full of something useless. It’s hard. I’m all tired - of assignments etc. And here we go… I’m almost overthinking about the guy. He hasn’t sent me any message since yesterday midday and yet we had quite a short chat, he has seen my last messages yesterday and he has been active all day today, yes - maybe he’s not able to talk, chat, that’s very understandable, which I’m trying to say to myself, I just feel as if I’m lowering myself and letting be played by him, I don’t like that I’m trying to work on these emotions, but he’s somehow leaving me with a heavy feeling, I want to feel empowered and not much affected that he doesn’t write me or anything like that, I want to be clear with him, set boundaries - just say how I feel about these things, but it is not so easy, as it was easy to say… I’m overwhelmed
Do you know the worst thing about the life we feel for wrong person again and again because we don’t want to understand what we really need maybe its time for you to meet new people or maybe you should travel after lockdown end if you like traveling just remember one thing if you respect yourself other will respect you too so don’t let your self down by thinking you do something wrong and just life you life on you condition or maybe you should try Fwb to interact the right person…
