well how can i start…
to get it all to gehter i am done…
i cant move on any more.
it is like my life is be programmed to be fucked up in evry single point.
i cant have a healthy relationship
i am overthinking evry single step i make in my life
my job is at a deadend
my Mother is disapointet in me
i madly love someone who will never have the same feelings for me,
and i startet thinking that evry one in my life wqould be relived if i was gone.
i try and try and try to be god enogh for the people around me but nobody semms to se how hard i try…
evry thing feels like an Acid rain
i am constantly thinking about ending my life…
maybe i would wake of in a peacefull place with no tears to cry no blod to bleed and no feelings to hurt.
You are feeling bad bcz you are continously reminding yourself about the mistakes and regrets, you did in your life. At one point you might feel helpless but if you try to think and act different, like see everyone is going through some struggle no matter relationship, job or what. Your life will take another fresh blow. Every single day is an opportunity to think different to gain strength and try to pave a new path to achieve what is better for your life(not what we always want and take emotional decisions,thats y later we feel miserable ). No matter how hard you try to gain attention or appreciation from others there is a force that would give you an unexpected blow. Which means you are trying on wrong place. Just open the door of your love. Whoever wants to leave let them go and whoever wants to come,welcome them but always give urself a priority never compromise on your job and on your dreams. Ppl will come and go, this is life but never compromise on urself. Bcz if ppl disrespect us we can ignore them but if we can’t handle them it is bcz we are doing same with our self which is not fair. Which cause depression and anxiety in return.
Hi dear person,
Pls calm down first.
Take deep breaths pls.
See,
In life many times everything just seems to go haywire
Absolutely nothing seems alright
Just like you have expressed…
But what do you urself feel
Is this temporary or permanent??
See friend
Such a tough phase
Is a phase as in temporary
N many ppl go to through it at some point or other in their life.
.
But remember THIS TOO SHALL PASS…
Tough phases are testing times…
Just like exam…
Yes sometimes it may go longer
But will end
Definitely end…
Now comimg to your life
What if you quit…
Can you get ur life back??
It is an irreversable n drastic step.
I know things are miserable in ur life
But is suicide a solution???
You feel ppl will get relief after you are gone…
Dnt you think you are simply over analysing or overthinking???
Your life is ultimately your own life
It is very very very precious…
You are a fighter.
You have to win this battle
You are stronger than you know…
You can do it…
Just have total faith in urself
Pls give time some time…
Yes life maybe harsh n cruel
Just give it a chance to be nicer…
See we all need acceptance,appreciation,
approval and admiration from others…
But expecting anything from anyone will only hurt u…
You are giving too much imp to others in your life…
It is your life
Live for urself…
You feel ur mom is disappointed in you…
Will she stay disappointed forever???
I feel no…
Your job is at deadend
So is that the end of world for you???
Is it the only job available???
No you will find a much better job…
Failures take you to success…
Your love is unrequited…
Maybe god has some other plans for you…
At this very moment just try to relax…
Accept all that is going around…
Make a promise to live for urself…
Love n pamper urself…
Try focusing on ur job…
Deal with every problem one by one
Let not your hope fade…
Embrace your life…
Try to first please urself
Instead of pleasing others…
If you do something
First u appreciate ur efforts
Instead of expecting others to appreciate…
Good luck to you…
Wishing the best for you…
More power,hope,light to you…
Take care
If you are tired n exhausted…
Rest n recharge urself
But never never quit…
If it is so disturbing pls try talking to someone in your family or see any doc face to face…
Help urself out of this situation…
There is so much pain n agony all around us…
So many ppl are born physically or mentally handicapped…
So many die of hunger
So many die due to accidents
So many sucuumb to some disease inspite of painful n expensive treatment…
So many want to live but dnt get a chance…
So just hold on…
Try it out…
It is worth it…
God bless you…
Stay strong.
Hello, let me introduce myself, my name is Izzie and I am going to tell you something. You shouldn’t kill yourself. I’m not gonna say some crazy shit like “if you commit suicide, people are gonna miss you” or things that everyone says. I’m gonna tell you that life gets better as you go on. Things may feel like absolute shit right now because of all the stuff that you listed but guess what? You endured all that pain and suffering and because you endured it, that shows your really strong and your still here and alive sitting right now on your computer, tablet, phone or whatever device you have. Marc, think right now. If you were dead, would you ever be able to do the stuff that you love doing? For example, (I’m not sure what you like but I’m just listing examples) If you were dead, would you be able to scroll on tiktok for hours and hours seeing what weird crap shows up on your for you page, or finally get a netflix subscription, or get to go to a cosplay convention? No, you wouldn’t, but if you just held on for a bit longer you will be able to. I know life sucks right now, and I’ve been there I really have but just know that pain and suffering doesn’t last forever and one day, it could be in a month, a week or even tomorrow, things could get better so just stay strong for me and everybody here :)
