Well another normal day was nice out but now it’s raining out got some things done but I don’t feel took good alot of chest pains and headaches.
One of my brothers called me today first time since my dad passed I’m very angry still because my 2 brothers and my sister never came to the funeral home to say goodbye bye to our amazing dad.
He never hurt us growing up never cheated on our mom was a great role model to and child I’m missing my vists seeing him and my mom I always do feel alone now.
Was hoping after both our parents died this year we where gona be closer boy was I ever wrong I seen such a selfish side to my siblings I guess that’s why im gona relocate next year alot pain in my city now.