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we laughed we cried but it wasn’t enough, I tried too hard to keep your love, but it was like it never mattered I know it was wrong but my heart wasn’t strong cuz every time I tried to get it together it went off like a bomb & the lies would grow every time I got home. Cuz no matter how hard I tried I knew I couldn’t survive. My parents didn’t know and I wish I let you go. But your love was a drug and it was too late because I was addicted, so Fuck true love sex is enough right? That’s what they say, isn’t it? they lure you in the dead of night just to hit & quit before you all fight. But Fuck it, my life’s in pieces, it’s the pile of lies that came crashing down now I’m not mad its more of jealousy you see when I notice you with her it’s like she’s your everything, and I’m your side piece, why am I a Pisces cuz my emotions are wack sometimes my heart will crack and can’t be fixed but ever since I met you life has been shit, I’ve lost their trust when they found out, but I lied to protect them because I was ashamed in all this fame, a disappointment is in reign, as queen because the more I sit in sorrow the more mean I can be, now I’m waiting on the day my parents see it wasn’t my fault all of this is me being a rebellious teen. And they can’t lie that they were angels because before you can fly you have to fall once or twice. And in a fright, if you have sex once in your life, your parents have the right to call you a whore, so my bad dad, sorry to be a bore but to fail you as your daughter must be a bother, next time you’ll all bow down and hail the queen, because if I’m a demon as a teen just wait till the devil is free, now I’m not saying I’m perfect, hell that’ll never be true, I’m just saying the truth, all this fucked up shit makes me sound like a bitch buy you gotta see it from my point of view all the fights and long nights got me scarred for life, I’m not sure if I’ll make it through it cuz I’m barely 16 & had too many dreams. You gotta understand teens make mistakes no harm in that just take your time to talk back rather than misunderstand them, because there is no telling what they will do with their minds so underdeveloped, it’s a dangerous game with the devil and they need some help up, off the ground, cuz scraping your knees after falling down is a pain that you can drown in a bottomless pit full of darkness, it’s taking over now, and this devil needs a sacrifice here’s some advice run as far as you can, and don’t think twice. the more you stick around the harder shit gets so listen to me spittin this because in my next life I’m still gonna be a bitch, I’m a queen that don’t need a ring to bring hellfire to the scene, parents are mean no need to be extreme if you wanna make it out alive you gotta be prepared to fight for your life, now I’m putting on my crown no backing down, my horns are out, and I’m rising up from the underground no rules for me I’m the devil’s queen and now I’m free to be me.

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