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Want honest opinions from males over here. I broke apart with my ex 4 months ago, problem was that he didn’t used to trust me, it’s not like he had any past relationships, this was our first relationship. But he still used to question me a lot kyuki mai apni life Kai baare mai initially hi sabhkuch nahi batana chahati thi. Hamain sirf kuch mahine hue the , uski tarha mujhe bhi trust kerne mai time chahiye tha, lekin he forced me a lot, or fir Janne ke baad mujhe hi judge karta tha, criticise kerta tha, hamisha shakh karna, but trust me y’all I was so in love with him and maybe still i am, uss time pai ek dusere se dur rehena hi mujhe ek best opinion laga , kyuki mai anxious reheti thi ki kabh Woh dubara ladne aa jaye, isi Dar mai har baar sorry bhi bol deti thi jabki koi galati hoti hi nahi thi, or Woh bhi shakh karta hi reheta tha. Abhi tak toh mai normally sabh accept Karke jee rahi thi lekin abhi 2-3 din se mai bohot udaas thi, kal mai raat ko bacho ki tarha roi , just to find out any way to get back to him. But ek taraf Wapis jana bhi sahi nahi lag raha , my heart craves him but my soul doesn’t want to get hurt anymore. Kya ye sabh jo uske saath tha Woh sahi tha or mai galat thi usse chodhne mai ya fir jo kiya Woh sahi tha?
Saare dost bolte hai ki you did not had to stoop that low for “that” guy, or tu kuch saal mai Bhul jayegi, lekin jis tarha maine usko dekha , maine kabhi kisi ladke ko nahi dekha, mai usse bohot pyar karti huun par woh kabhi samajh nahi payega, usne mujhe WhatsApp pai block kiya hai, fir bhi kuch messages send ker diye dil se bhoj utarne ke liye, or mai poetry karti huun toh i wrote one for him Woh bhi bhej di (pagal hun mai lol, diwar se baat kar rahi) I wish Woh ek din mere papa se mile or mera haath mange par Woh kabhi ayega hi nahi. Uski yaad mai 3 din se Kishore Kumar ke gaane bhi gayi jaa rahi. Kya karu, he used to feel like home even on the first day we met , it felt like I knew him since ages. He ain’t the most charming jispe har ladki fidah ho lekin mere liye he was something I can’t explain in words. Mujhe usko yaad karke gussa bhi aata hai or utna hi pyar bhi. Mai pehele aise kabhi nahi thi, I was never this soft , uske aane se pata nahi kya hua lekin har thodi si bhi emotional cheez abh sehi nahi jaati. I just want to know from guys ki mai Iss cheez Sai abh kaise bahar nikalu? Kyuki tum hi samajh sakte ho ki ek ladke ke man mai kya chal raha hota hai.

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Anonymous

Aap ne jo kiya sahi kiya jo chiz ap soch rahe ho wo agar ye soch leta to ap log ka relationship acha hota

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Anonymous

Haan lekin abh toh kuch control mai nahi hai. Bas abh iss cheez Sai bahar kaise nikalu?

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Anonymous

Chizo se bahar nikalne ke liye usse face karna huga aur just enjoy your own company, do the things which you love the most and if wanna connect then sure

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Sure

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Want to connect?

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Sure?

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Done

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