Up late at night thinking about her again, she doesn’t want anything to do with me and I love her enough to let her go. All I want is to talk to her and hold her again. The relationship got serious and she got scared and left, we’ve both been single ever since the breakup. She kept in touch for a year and a few month after the breakup I finally had to cut ties for myself to move on. Nothing works out with any other girl I date. I miss my girl more than anything. But she doesn’t want what I want. Or at least not with me. I thought moving on would help, but she’s still on my mind everyday. Part of me thinks we are meant to be and one day we’ll be less back to each other, but it has to happen naturally. Maybe I’m meant to find something later in life. I needed to get this out
don’t be so harsh on yourself trying to forget her and move on. Take it slow ,try and find something that you love to do,heal yourself as you mentioned maybe you are meant for someone else later in your life. try and accept the fact that you two are not together. get some ME time.