Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Ugh! I’m just tired of this sibling passive aggressive behavior! No matter how nice I am to my sister, her true colors always rise through. She cries and disrespects people whenever she doesn’t get something and targets especially me. For some reason, she thinks it’s good to take out her anger on others. I’m trying my hardest to maintain interpersonal relationships, to help me cope up with my sadness, but it’s not working. She wastes her allowances in smoking and getting off drunk, and then wonders how the hell did I get the allowances! (because I saved them up for later!! )
Through these days, I have been feeling a sense that she doesn’t want me to achieve my dreams and become the best version of myself. Because whenever I talk about going out for college years, she interjects by saying stuff like “oh papa won’t agree and what you are doing isn’t worthwhile the time and the money to spend on colleges” and I say nothing because deep down I know what those sentences truly mean.
It’s annoying, but guess what, I will try my hardest to not care what she says because it’s my freaking life!
Yet it is still frustrating
Thanks for letting me share
Hope you guys don’t have a sibling like I do