Tried of being the scapegoat of the family every time for every occasion I  am always the target for everyone, It has lead me to doubt myself. I feel worthless all the time,  what to do to overcome this as no one listen to my words 😔. 

Hey!!
 Do you wanna elaborate a bit more. Tell me about anything that made you feel this way so that I can help you in a better way. Only if you want to!

Sometimes it is better to trust your instinct rather than anyone whether it is family. life is like a court and family is kind of judge. you have to prove yourself in every expect. No person should doubt on their ability. everyone has some uniqueness and I sure you have that too so don't doubt yourself and start working to prove your worth.  

i dont want to live anymore i dont deserve these family i dont deserve to suffer i dont deserve to get bullied the only reason i was living because of my mom now she is dead i wish i was tough but im not

Suicidal Ideation

Mosquitoes are like family as they suck blood.



3am Thoughts

Great that now my family members are also bullying me with my biggest insecurities. They say my appearance is so abnormal that I wouldn’t be able to fit anywhere in future. I don’t know what to feel right now. I am feeling suffocated to be in my family where I am continuously being a victim. Why am I so useless? Sometimes, they question myself. No matter how much I do, they are never happy. They always like my elder sibling but not me. Always prioritise her and treat me like a total shit. I feel hurt. My friends and other people outside of my family never liked me and now my family also. I have no one to be my side.I feel so alone and depressed. I have no where to go. I just can't take this anymore.

Depression

Well my parents got divorced like 2-3 years ago and I feel like our family is still actively falling apart. I have three siblings, but one of them is already an adult so I live with two siblings and my mom. My mom and dad constantly badmouth each other to try and get us to view things their way and hate the other parent. One of my siblings never follows the rules we have set for our family, so it seems like the rules are now useless. Our family never knows how to communicate, and I feel like we never apologize or anything to each other. We have tried to fix this multiple times, but it always goes back to the way it was before. 
How do I cope with my dysfunctional family? I feel so conflicted, and I just don't want to deal with it all anymore. I've tried talking to other people in my life, but it's so hard to open up because I have anxiety and can't talk to them without fearing judgment and stuff. I don't know, I'm just here to rant haha

Family

I feeling exhausted I don't understand why my family never understood me
I always try to do my best still they always criticize and pass negative comments such as you can't do it, you are so rude, you don't have manners. They always compare me with other's children. I really don't understand where I am wrong I am just confused about my life. 

Exhausted

How you all handle family issues? 

I am scared and tired of everything. Literally I have my mom who asks me to do everything as she says and support her whereas my aunt who calls me and tries to prove that mom is acting miser and all. And that I shouldn't support her and all. She even questioned me about my beliefs and feelings. Idk. I feel like I am stuck between the two sides. I don't even know who to choose. I feel soo pressurized between the two. I speak to my sister about both and this is hurting me. Who do I stand with is what these people want to know. I feel suffocating. I really would like to break free from these people. Like travel somewhere far where these people can't bother me. 🙄

Society

I feel very upset, I really hate my family, they abuse and bully me and when I try to talk to them they say it's my fault they never understood me, they told me all my life that I was wrong, it's beating and insulting a love language I try to stop thinking like this and start thinking like a normal person and I have improved but the thoughts are still In my head I'm still living with them and waiting when I'm an adult to get out of the house

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