Exhausted

I am in relationship with a guy since 5 years but idk why sometimes i feel like he don't want me anymore he don't give me proper time 
He really don't care about me about ny routine my health and all 
This week i was so stressed out s i over dosed the medicnes and i told him and he was really fine he realy dont give a fuck about this 
He didn't ask about my health next day 

But i love him alot i am so attached with him i don't have some good friend so i consider him as my friend as my everything 
I want to leave him but i can't do this


Depression

It's been 3 years since my breakup and i'm still not able to overcome his thoughts
I tried to overcome with the feelings but i guess I am still failing ,he still comes in my dreams ,I mean really bro why! why ! 
Please someone give me solution


Breakup

I feel unloved, neglected by my partner and it is becoming really difficult day by day .whenever I try to explain anything to him he never understands my emotions or what I feel .I now feel he doesnt know me well enough because he keeps judging me and putting useless bases to make me look bad .I don't know exactly what he wants but he makes me feel like crap .I put so much effort when he got mad every single time even if he said bad things to me and now when I felt bad I don't feel his effort even for a single day. I feel very bad and I never thought this will happen .I love him a lot and I never wanted to leave him but if I continue I feel like I ll finish myself.i am unable to take a firm decision I keep crying all the time .I can't bear one more failed relationship now that s why I am trying to make it work still .I wish he could make me feel loved for once .I am not on good terms with my dad and I have told him everything but still he was taking his side when I shouted on him .do I even matter to him or he ll keep thinking about everyone else except me .what happened triggered me badly yesterday but he couldn't feel my pain for once .

Relationships

we broken up in October i was doing fine i wasn’t insecure abt myself, got closer w my friend, focus on me etc… march few week back he texted me and i was happy bc i was waiting for so long for him but now doing this makes me cry cause he makes me insecure abt my self, i can’t trust him like i used to do i can’t see the same person i was in love with literally yesterday he send me a video and i was like ? and he said she is pretty right and it make me feel bad abt my self idk if i should keep texting him or just leave but he wants to meet up friday to talk abt his feelings and how he feels and i just don’t know to go or not and i did told him he makes me insecure abt myself since the relationship 

i feel lost, i have been feeling this since quite a long time, i use to have friends now i dont,
i have a boyfriend, but i dont think he understands me, he does not make me feel wanted or special, like one is supposed to treat his girlfriend, he is a narcissistic person but i try to adjust according to his needs but i also want to someone to fulfill my needs, pamper me, make me feel special but he does none but i still love him regardless of his behaviour with me, i cant ever get mad at him because if i do he will never come back to solve the matter and just leave it, and we wont talk ever again, i apologies for his mistake too, i just need a partner who will understand me love me, i feel so lonely and deperessed everyday, he doesnt knows this, i told him once but he did not care. i wanna feel good about myself. i have no one to talk too, lost all my friends, cant talk to my guy friends because my boyfriend has a problem. but he doesnt gives me the time either, its effecting my mental health so much. im crying everyday.

Lonely

Guys i really really need your advice/healp/suggestions whatever we call it. I met this guy on a dating app. He had sent me the initial interest and i liked his profile so we started talking. It has been like 2 weeks now. So i was the one who had asked foe his number. The first time we talked it went on for 12 hours straight. I know thats ridiculous and please pls pls dont judge me for that. I mostly dont even remember now what we talked about. But it was mostly about basic stuff and music, etc.. 4 hours in the first call he says he wants to be exclusive because he feels this connection. I was like excited to have found someone who thinks the way i do. And i said yes, after a bit of hesitation. In sometime we were talking about loyalty and what i would expect in a relationship. He talks less and listens more. We also agreed to kind of meet soon as we vibed a lot. We decided on a common place and decided to meet. During the talk he said he loved me, i think i had somehow slipped it from my mouth first and then he stuck to it saying he loved me. And then my mind questioning it the whole time. He said he loved me and he really does. We kept talking everyday and we started doing video calls, mostly where he was only talking when it was about sex. Also durjng the past 14 days we later on decided i go and meet him in his hometown which is like 1000 kms away. I booked my flights. And we decided on the stay. But i had been anxious the whole time. During our video calls, he said he wants to make me his wife, and wants to have children with me, and he wants me to shift to his hometown. And i was like ecstatic and doubtful at the same time. The thing is he just does not talk much about anything else apart from sex.. Very few things. Like i dont know much about him and he does not know much about me. And he just does not talk. When i talked about this whole thing to 3 of my good friends, they said he is just playing you because he knows what you need to hear in to let him have sex with you. And i cancelled my flights and asked him to wait it out. He is talking to me still, and says he is not going to leave me because he loves me and he is going to marry me. I am so confused. Please help me. I am anxious and sad. I dont know how and what to do. Please help me. 

Confusion

There was this non alcoholic friend of mine who has recently started drinking because of stress and depression when i got to know it i tried my best to give him comfort and i pulled him out of his depression but i couldn't pull him out from this drinking what am I supposed to do now?

Recently, a guy from my school time came in contact. During school times I just saw his face in school that's all. Few months back he came into contact and just texted me. He asked to me to go out with him. I said no. Because I don't know him. Recently he texted me again in fb and asked my phone number. I gave him. I just want to treat him as a normal person not hurt his feelings. But these days he is asking me to go out with him. Want to do video call to me. He even texting me during my working hours. When I didn't check my phone and didn't gave any reply. He is telling that you got busy. I don't know what to do in this situation. I'm feeling so tired and just feeling like I did a mistake.

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