Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Discouragement and inequality changes me alot… Still trying to change completely… i take this as a positive manner to grow my capability little bit more everyday… And to prove myself…

I’m an introvert in my whole life, i used to believe that extrovert people are so cool, they can have so much fun, all the friends, all the relationship, all the sexual relationship, you name it and they have everything for themselves and as an introvert i did not has any of this thing but one day i realised from some personal events that extrovert are not that happy as they seems.

I found that as an introvert I’m more happy then any extrovert, i may don’t have all the things they have but i don’t go through so many stuff as they go.

Since then everything about me has changed i have stopped judging people, i don’t argue back, i appreciate more and on top of everything i always be myself.

First I fell in love with someone
Second I broke up with him
Bot incidents had positive and negative impact on me but they taught me a lot or else I can’t imagine how my life and me as a person would have been. He made me love myself. My love for him made me ambitious, gave me the reason to live on when I lost all my hope because of being depressed for years and his support made me grow. My break up with him made me realise nothing is forever I need to fight, support myself and need to grow and never be still, cherish every happy movement but never get so lost in them that you can’t find your way back and loose yourself when the moment is lost. I’m very glad that I met him.