Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Today’s day was very hard for me. I thought there was 2-3 months for us but because of my uncle (van driver) we get separated today only. I was feeling very sad since morning. I was having habit of talking to her. Our friendship had started with a fight, we were not liking each other in fact we hate each other than slowly slowly we had started talking and gradually we became best friends. Whenever I think of leaving the school the first that come into my mind was that we will not be able to meet each other. Today it happened. My father had changed my van in which we both used to go because of driver and I had not seen her from morning. I was very sad but after school we met each other as her van comes late and mine too. She told me that van was very empty without me I was not able to express myself as I was having so much to talk to her but time was less. Whenever I sit in my new van I remember her I my eyes filled with tear. I’m feeling like go to her and be with her she is very nice she helps me in my studies. No one could understand me except her, she understands me better than me, without telling she understands me. Today it was the first day without her, it’s different that she may be absent but I know that we are separated forever, we have only few minutes to talk to each other after the school. Can you imagine we used to spend half a day with each other tell every thing from what happened in our homes to what happened in school (we were in different sections) but now we can only how are you? She was a very important part of my life. I can recall the day when we first met. It’s very easy to live without anyone till you have not met each other but it’s very difficult to leave anyone who is very close to your heart. I can’t express how I am feeling but I don’t want to live without her it’s very difficult. It was just a year for our friendship earlier we used to hate each other for silly things. We are in a same school than too I feel very alone irrespective of having lots of friends how will I feel when we leave the school. I hope we come in same class after this year. I can’t forget her and I don’t want to do that. I just want to talk to her and spend some time with her as we were doing before. I hope that time come soon please pray for us. Please