Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Today
Whn a friend was telling the first impressions of all friends of our grp
she told what she thought about every1 when she met them 1st time
istg ,it wasn’t even their first impressions, like for one she said she’s like her second mom, gives her amazing advices (like Bruh that’s not even a first impression, they came close after months) and for others it was chill and cute types, like ur not punctual, ur messy
and for me she said I had anger issues! like seriously, idk it hurt me? and everyone agreed
I dunno if it should hurt or not
but it did.
And tbh I always feel left out from this group, like when I’m late no one waits for me, but for others they do… I’m not included in half of ‘the talks’, like everyone’s teasing each other with crushes’ names and I’m clueless, because everyone except me knows it… They always talk about how they talked on calls for hours and no one even called me
when someone asks for notes, 3 people send it, and when i ask all people will see the message but not send
and like if we’re choosing partners, I’m always the last one chosen
and the person also looks not happy, I’m never the priority
I know it’s too immature, but it’s affecting me
and I dunno if I am overthinking
Just wanted to vent it out