Today I have a problem where my mom is in a country with me and my dad is in another one. They started frighting because my dad isn’t sending money and my mom haven’t found a job yet. My mom tells me to tell my dad to send money and to ask about why he doesn’t talk anymore but I don’t wanna because it feels like I am using him, then my mom just says that ohhh so you don’t care about me. And she keeps telling me how selfish my dad is being but my dad is the most kinder person I have ever met in my eyes. Am I being annoying and what should I do

Confusion

Sad. I had a fight with my dad.. And he told me and my mom to leave the house tomorrow morning. My dad is a selfish person who bought this house with the help of my maa.. He sold her gold necklace and took all her money., then bought this house.. But registered it only on his name. He never spend money on my tutions. As I am a girl. Thanks to my mom's govt job I survived. But I am having mental breakdown because I have always seen my parents fighting since childhood.Dad is a terrible person,he cheated mom. Dad behaved very good and friendly with other women.. But he behaves with my mom very poorly. That's why I can't trust man who acts good in front of me. I am currently preparing for govt job exams.. But sometimes I am having mental breakdown like this. I can't stop crying right now. 

I never understood why I am scared of my father
He never yelled at me,he never verbally or physically abused me, he's a very chill dad,he never scold he for low grades
He always make me understand things very politely but then why am I so scared of him

3am Thoughts

M so tired of my dad plssss..... Whats wrong with just staying silent, stop cussing me. I wont care if u take my phone... Stop lying u were angry stop blaming me for everything. Normalize having peace. I don't wanna get involved in ur chaoss... I hate when u get angry and cuss me with ur bad words..stop doing itttttttt. Just stop

Anxiety

Today when I was at my shop with my father that moment one  small child came start asking for water that boy was without slipper first I told no to him (because of coronavirus ) water when I saw is eys I change my mind , then I try to give water to him but my father told me no  with anger but I try and that child was crying for water , I told that child to wait for few minutes my father was going home but that child left , after few minutes later when my father left . I removed 10 rupees and try to find that child I saw him I told him to come with me I will by him water but hi don't responsed to me and went , I have everything but told I lost my  I know that is my fault I should have fighting with my father. I started hurting myself .I can't stop thinking about him what I have done 

Loss

I literally got to know tht my both parents are cheating on each other like mom is have an affair with someone and even my dad also.
My dad's affair is known like few members know it but my mom's no one knows she kept it secret about it but i got to know by mistake. Once my mom did the pregnancy test but she didn't tell anyone abt it. She kept it so secretly when she used to go out my family members they never asked her anything. When she used to come as if nothing has happened. Thn i discovered my mom call record with tht guy tell abt satisfaction,happiness and all the things related to sex. Tht guy is the one whom i know and he does also have a wife who is national awardee as the best teacher. when no one is house tht guy come over. Many times when i had holidays and my mom ised send me out so far away tht i shouldn't come home for at least for 1 or 2 hour like sometimes she used send me to his house for getting so things because our family and his has good relationship.Many times even my mom went his house also.
When i come to my dad he is having affair from past more thn 10 years and they had gone to beaches and pubs and everywhere even he bought the lady home whn no one was there.
I am in a dilemma tht who is correct in the family...???🤔🤔

Cheating

My father is so toxic he literally hates me he never talks to me in a good way he always keeps on shouting he behaves like I m his enemy ghar ka mahol unke wajah se itna negetive rehta hai ab muje unse threat feel hota hai 
We have no bonding bahut kharab equation hai unka aur mera 
No matter what he is never happy at home... 
His nature is so ajib it is very tough staying with him

Frustration

Yaaa.... I hate my father, I want to kill him.. Why can't he just dieeee... I hate him he is worst
I am fed up from him now 

Anger Issues

My father is threatening me and my mother that he would kill us. He is a drunkard and gambler what should I do? Please help.... 😭😭

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