Today I finally realised a fact that I was hoping would turn out wrong ‘that my dad doesn’t care about me’. well, news flash, he doesn’t. he provides for me and fakes being a good dad in public but that’s it. my parents are finally divorced and my mother will be leaving for our home country soon. she has no one. literally. and this man doesn’t have an ounce of humanity in him to let her stay quietly with her kids. but that’s ok. shes very religious, she believes God has written something better for her and so do I. from this moment forward, I have lost all love for my father, I still love him because beneath all the bad he is a good person, I know that. maybe I’ll forgive in the future but not now. I’m filled with so much resentment and hatred for him and his family members. I just want to run away from this, from everyone. I’m waiting for my scholarship to roll in so I can go live in dorms but then there are my little siblings to worry about. sigh. its just so hard being so annoyingly human right? responsibilities, worries and all that jazz. I just wanted to let everything out. I have exams next week, and of course this had to happen before my exams. I’m gonna study hard, earn money and support my mother. i hope she lives long enough to see that.
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