life @pooterbear1414
Today I feel kinda low this morning I woke up and got in the car and I kept having flashbacks of the night he picked me up and remembering all the things he did to me I was only 12 and it still effects me till this day ig it’s my fault for going with him that night but I just wanted to escape from home to much was going on but not only that just a couple month ago I was at this party and I got pretty drunk I could barely walk and I woke up at home but a text from a close friend saying what happened when you disappeared into the woods with blah blah blah I don’t know what they where talking about so I asked him and he said it was okay since he was my boyfriend we had never touched each other in anyway before that barley even kissed I broke up with him after that it kinda hurt bc I can’t even remember what had happened to me so days like these j listen to my music and keep my head down
When those thoughts appear just relax and breathe. I’m sorry that happened to you. Nobody should have to go through that but you are a survivor and are strong. Stay strong and keep going on. If you need to talk we are here or you can direct message me. You got this! Keep up the good work :)
