Today I feel kinda low this morning I woke up and got in the car and I kept having flashbacks of the night he picked me up and remembering all the things he did to me I was only 12 and it still effects me till this day ig it’s my fault for going with him that night but I just wanted to escape from home to much was going on but not only that just a couple month ago I was at this party and I got pretty drunk I could barely walk and I woke up at home but a text from a close friend saying what happened when you disappeared into the woods with blah blah blah I don’t know what they where talking about so I asked him and he said it was okay since he was my boyfriend we had never touched each other in anyway before that barley even kissed I broke up with him after that it kinda hurt bc I can’t even remember what had happened to me so days like these j listen to my music and keep my head down