Today has been bad, how do you figure out if he still loves you? How do you break someones heart after 8 years and be ok with it, just like if it never happened... It makes me sick, and therapy does not give me the answers I need, nor does he... He just keeps posting stuff like he is the victim...

I don't know why it ended, moving on isn't supossed to keep hurting the other person, that's just evil!

But what if the person keeps posting poems about you or sharing stuff that you will ressonate with? What does it mean? His he just looking to play the victim or his he expecting me to go after him like and idiot?!

Maybe that’s his way of moving on. It’s ended for a reason and do you really wanna know he loves your or not?

Breakup

It turned out that he was replying to my chat, and it seemed he had forgotten my face a bit, and he asked for a photo, but I didn't just give it away, i don't give him. And after several chats he said bye. Bye doesn't seem like the right word, I want to talk to him but I don't know he want that or not because he said bye, maybe he's annoyed. Or maybe he never changed for the better and is still as annoying as ever.

3am Thoughts

So , my bf wont talk to my dad about our marriage and says he is scared and have no clue on what to talk and how to start .
On the other he wont say to his mom about our relationship becoz he is saying she wont accept now as his brother has to get married.
I gave him a choice to either talk to his mom or to my dad becoz i was being pressurized to get married as some marriage propasals came.
He didnt want to do either of them so i said lets breakup amd he too said ok.
It hurt me as hell becoz he wuld rather breakup with me and leave me than talking to my dad or his mom about us.
Did i do the right thing ? Or did i make any mistake?
Help me guyzz..

I am with this guy for 3 months, he is a businessman. He is the kinda guy i feel good with,  but he and i have different life goals, he lives in delhi and has a pretty normal life, however i work at an mnc and i am an ambitious girl,always wanted to explore world and njoy life. He is too determined not to leave his parent's and want a simple life. I am ok with his choices but he is not even ready to adjust for a small thing for me. If i share something related to my job with him, he says you can purse and do anything but I won't be able to join you anywhere as i have my business and family here. We are having a good understanding i always feel attracted and happy with him, but when it comes to these things i feel i will always be th one to make him understand or sacrifice. Dont know what to do, its hard to leave him as he is the kinda person i want.



 i  i will 

Growing Up

Its getting all werid right now, 
I have a relationship with my bf since 2 year bt due to corona i only spend time with him like 6-7 months, now i can feel he is avoided my or not care about me bt sometimes i think that its just in my head. I tried many times to clear this things up bt he just take it all lightly. Now I'm getting attached with my classmate and i know he love me madly. He support me during my breakdown or whenever i argue with my bf, he listen to me careful and try to solve things. Sometimes i forget i have bf and i talk with him out of limit it makes me happy at that time bt later it feel like I'm doing wrong thing. 
Am i doing right thing ? Started having love kinda feels for another when i already have bf ? 

Boyfriend

My husband is meeting his ex who is in town.
He did ask me if i wana join them, but i said no.
Not sure he asked me to join them coz I shuld not feel bad or he genuinely asked me.

I am all ok, he is meeting anybody( be it any girl or boy) but the fact he is meeting somebody who he had a relationship is making me soo uncomfortable, anxious.

All my emotions are triggered and its affecting me mentally and my work.

I love my partner alot and he always been honest and truthful in our relationship.

Is my feeling justified???


Anxiety

So when I was 19, it was 2014 I met my husband for the first time, everyone knows how teenage love is, he was of my age too but after some months there was this girl who came between us so we broke up but he kind of wanted me to be his friend still though I clearly said I can’t be friend with the person I love! But he still insisted that he can’t let go of me and that he needs me because his mom was going through rare disease! I’m a kind person I stayed even though it was hurting me! So he was in relationship with this other girl and she never liked me, she gave him a choice to choose me or her! Which I never gave when we were in a relationship! So he left her for me! He said he would choose friendship over love! And that girl ghosted him for months! After so many months he proposed me and I said yes obviously lol but soon after that next month that bitch kept coming back and ruining my relationship! Cut short skipping to 2020 I got married to him, he moved on from her long back! But idk why a part of me stalks that ex! I mean i just couldn’t get rid her out of my head! It’s like a part of me holds on to something i don’t know about!! And it hurts my soul when I see her pictures! Even though i try so hard not to see her IG picture! I don’t know what to do to stop myself to even think about her! I don’t even know why I do that to myself! 

Relationships

I have a boyfriend right now. These past few months I always feel irritated to him. I feel happy when his not chatting me. I don't want to see him anymore. We don't have a problem. I don't know. I just feel this way. What should I do?

my boyfriend is now out of town and i really miss him he is not talking to me in the sense he's always busy with his family and i totally understand that i dont want creat any sort of problem for him or his family i just want to talk to him but i feel lonely at times also i dont want to sound desperate idk he wants me to deactivate my acc on instagram he doesnt let me post anything without his permission im not saying hes overprotective or toxic but cutting off everyone and focusing on him being loyal to him i did every single thing just to please him and see him happy but now that feel lonely i really dont have anyone to talk with this makes me depressed 

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