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Anonymous

To the people I love.
I am sorry I am sorry for being an abomination, for being a burden, a headache and an asshole my whole life. I know you all love me as whatever I am but deep down i know that I am have been the most unluck you guys have. I am sorry I am not able to study and my future is dark. I am sorry i make you all suffer because of me. Ever since I was born you guys never got peace. I have been the root cause of every problem. I don’t want to be a burden and a problem to you i love you so much why would I even want to trouble you i try everything i can to do every thing right but a little teeny tiny mistake just ruins it. It ruins impression on you, it ruins the image you have of me, it ruins everything. I don’t want to be a bad luck for you. I don’t want to be a burden even if my future is dark. I don’t want to be in your life because I ruined it. Sorry for being so clingy, sorry for suffocating you your whole life. You know i can’t even kill myself because I don’t have the guts because I know you will suffer more if I leave you. I wish I could tell you all of this but i won’t. I am sorry for creating problems in your life and thank you for loving me after that as well. I am sorry for everything and for my every sin.

I am fine. I wrote this 5 years ago. I shared this because if anyone feels the same way then i want to hold on to that love and affection that they got and i want you to know that it will pass. Everything you are feeling is wrong with you will turn into a past that you might laugh on. I was so suicidal at that time just because I thought I was a just a failure and a burden. Got a lot of therapy and anxiety management sessions, but at the end i got better. The people I love made me realise that I ever overthinked about was wrong and now i am doing fine, i can’t say it’s normal like we don’t even know what actual normal is but it’s stable. I know it’s really hard to get through this but you will, just ask for help or try to get it yourself. At first my family was like there is nothing wrong with you, then i started going to a psychologist for a few sessions and got better. Then after 2 months i told them that I have been going for sessions, at first they were a bit angry but when I just had the courage to tell of what I type of overthinking i had they were just shocked and eventually helped me with everything. Please if you ever feel suicidal or have even one thought of anything like this please please get some help or even share the problem with anyone you feel close or safe. I wish whoever reading this a good mental health.

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