To my parents- 
Sometimes i kinda feel like all my cries are going deaf towards you. It has been a year since I have been begging you to be involved in my life and support me, but it’s like I am talking to a fcking wall 

3am Thoughts

Are you living or just surviving your days?
What kinda life do you have?

Depression

Idk i have people like friends. But i still feel lonely. I laugh all day crack jokes. Laugh alot but why there is ssadness inside. I don' understand

Feeling alone want to chat some Tamil people 

Hii everyone !
I recently broke with my bf because things was not working out and it was the best relationships I had and I never felt the same way in my previous relationship.I just felt there is so much to say to him .I told him to block me so that I can move on from him then he blocked me one social media and blocked me from call also .then I texted him on instagram he replied but then blocked me again .Then I tried to contact with him another social media he did not blocked me from there only blocked my messages .I texted him ,begged him but he read and ignored the text and blocked him .it hurts so much .I don't know if he loved me or not but he was different from any other guy I had met .I know he was struggling lot in his life ,his mind was not stable ,his personality was like he can never satisfy in his life no matter how much he achieve  but he cared for me in the past.Plz help me what to do.

Relationships

Feeling like shit. I'm so tired emotionally. I feel like I want to die rn. My life feels so pointless. 

Exhausted

Is it wrong wanting to celebrate my birthday with only my parents. And not meeting my friends. It will be my 25th birthday afterall.

Celebration

"Main samjha tha tum ho Tou kia aur mangun Meri zindagi main Meri aas tum ho Yeh duniya nahi hai mere paas tou kia Mera yeh bharam tha Mere paas tum ho Magar tum se seekha Muhabbat bhi ho tou Dagha kijiye ga Mukar jaiye ga"

hey everyone!
i'm not feeling well lately, I've been thinking about my dating life and it doesn't make any sense I don't know what's wrong, why every time I meet a new guy they change after a couple of months like they find someone new or they just stop caring? like what's wrong with me no one wants to stick w me till the end. the last guy I talked to ghosted me and after stalking him obsessively I found out that he's talking to someone else. i keep reading our old conversations and see all the cute stuff he used to send to me, how can a human being act like they care that much and 2 days after go out w someone new? like I would never do that to someone or at least I would tell them that I meat someone and that I'm sorry :(
it's gonna be so hard to get over him because the only way I'll forget is by meeting someone new and I know it would end up bad again and again and I'll keep hurting myself trying to love people into loving me <\3

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