Stuffs In Town @fatechange...
Tired, sometimes I feel like I’m a sin. God not treat me well though he takes from me a lot. Scared of being happy, cuz just a single time I dive deep into the sense of happiness, God rob them all. I got accidents and injuries a lot but even me don’t know why, I persuaded myself it’s just an obstacle, it’s just a credit luck of fate, I will be getting better then. But it turned out to be a myth that I used to deceive myself, how ridiculous am I 😞. I know God treat many people even worse, I’m luckier than them a lot, but you know, it doesn’t mean he treat me well enough. I’m lonely, don’t have any friends, live alone in the completely strange city, no one shares my sorrow and no one cares about that. My life loop is got accident, injured, recover by myself with lot of tears and repeat. I really wanna know what I owe the fate, when I can pay them all to have a peaceful life 💔.
