tired of picking skin and being self conscious over the skin,bdd eats . socially anxious because of that and even tried to end everything ,just hoping for the best

Yeah, skin issues can be a real pain. But the people that are worth being around will always put your personality first.

3am Thoughts

For people how find it hard to speak up or talk. Can u describe it to me? Is it part of anxiety or somthing else.
My ears be going like " zzzzz or bzzzz( not an actual bee sound but kinda like it?) When I be asking to speak or even when I just sit in a room full of people and try to listen it just randomly appear and also my eyes goes foggy Idk what is going on I been having this for years but not so much maybe like three and a half not sure tho .. but only recently I starter to get rib of this but firstly Idk what is that I am dealing with 

Anxiety

I have social anxiety. I can't talk to people.  The only thing i can do is wait and watch till i go home

How to get rid of social anxiety

Have you hated yourself for being too anxious? That you misunderstood to be socially selective by others, but in fact you're just socially awkward most of the time. Yeah right, I just hate that part of me. 

Lonely

I struggle heavily with social anxiety, and it's something that I want to overcome. I find myself in panic mode whenever I'm in a room surrounded full of people. I don't want it to hinder my life because I would like to make more friends and let more people in my life. I also feel sad seeing people living it up on social media and just wish I had that. It's just difficult, and if anyone has any advice or struggles with the same thing, please let me know. 

Im joining college next month. I have someone with the same name. I have social anxiety because of which i cant speak up during the zoom meets and she is so socially active. I fear i wont fit in. Its such a bad feeling and it makes me hate her. 

College

in general i am a very anti social person and this stems from my anxiety and insecurities. i have never told about this to anyone except my best friend.
on text, I'm a very free person because I'm behind a screen so there I'm not very anti social.
i met a friend, I've met him once or twice a year ago and we have started to text each other. i definitely don't like him but i want to have him as a real friend in my life. but when i meet new people I'm totally anxietic. so when i meet him, i would be anxietic too.
and i shared (or maybe overshared) my insecurities and my anxiety, thinking that maybe he would understand this when he meets me, understands my anxiety.  do you think I've done the correct thing? what should I do to avoid this pre-meeting a person social anxiety

Hey how do i deal with my social anxiety? Every time someone comes to talk to me, i smile and blabber stupid things. I am very comfortable with my best friends but I’m not with others. ‘Speaks whats on your mind’ I tried that and I figured out I’ve nothing going on my mind when i’m with strangers and all of them think I’m introverts or no fun to talk to. Even if i have to do presentations and all, my feets and hands turn cold and suddenly i look like a lost puppy who’s not understanding anything. I run away from my problems alot, i am never able to deal with them because i think I’ll embarrass myself in the public

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