Thoda hass kar bol liya karo,
Numb hokar nai khul kar ro liya karo,
Kitna aur dard chupana hai tumhe,
Khud ko aur kitna satana hai tumhe,
Maana duniya samjhti nai har baat ko,
Lekin tum bata kar dekho na uss baat ko,
Shayad koi sunn le ab tumhare thode se gum,
Bhar na paye unhe pure lekin karde unhe thode se toh kammm... 



Poetry

Is anybody here who likes reading...

Books

Guys so there's this boy. He confessed to me long ago and I had rejected him. But we sorta remained friends afterwards. Due to various reasons, I kept on running away from him by deleting ids and stuff but he kept on coming back somehow. Last year, he told me that he stopped loving me long ago and that he has moved on, so now he wants to be with another girl. I wished him all the best. But I was scared his new gf might feel uncomfortable or insecure if he's still friends with his ex crush so I blocked him on all socials. Then he sent me mails saying he has something important to tell me. I unblocked him on discord but he blocked me. Then I never heard from him again. Now he's back with a fake id pretending to be someone else. I don't understand why he keeps on doing this. Why can't I run away from him. Idk guys I dunno anything anymore. Any suggestion about what I should do now, pretend idk it's him and talk to him like a stranger or confront him and ask why he's back or something?

Confusion

Do feelings for a girl ever go away? 

Crush

I ignore her for a day ...to see how she will react and intresting part is she didn't even ask me why I'm not talking to her ..it really broke my heart.... Sometimes she give me mix hints...what should I do ... I'm literally very confused 

Adulting

Your preference?

Movies

Are we adopting more addictive habits from the westernised society and forgetting the ones which are indeed the most imp of all .

Why people can't take care of there health and indulge in diff types of addictive habits in order to look "cool and of high class" within the society.  There are many who would defend these habits because they are doing it 😅 , and there are those who are not involved in any type of such habits they are not within any of the groups and are being left alone.

Alcohol

okay...so this feeling sucks....of having my abandonment and gaslighting by parents, bf and friends being triggered by a gentleman i just got physically intimate with and developed feelings for. 

1. Men are such creeps. Especially those divorced middle aged charming men..first they will flirt with you so much, enamour you and then after you get physically intimate and you develop a fondness for them, they stop giving bhav and treat you as invisible.

2. Then the lies they tell to get you. First they will tell they are safe nice good hearted guys, and they're oh-so-interested in you,..and then you see them fondling and getting close to other women just after a day.

WTF.

And 3-4 days earlier when this guy was trying woo me and get close to me, then he was all sweet, smiling and involving me...caring also.

and now, despite me having fever, looking sick, he is not even showing basic courtesy when we bump iinto each other(like living in the same premises)..likei am so off.

And now not only he treats me like invisble but also is so so pissed off for no reason.
ok i hope i come to terms with this...and make peace. and love myself enough. Anyways, he is travelling out of town for 10 days tomorrow onwards, so perhaps out of sight;out of mind ho jayega mere liye.

I'm woo-ed and developed this big crush on him too(which is normal)..and now it's like wtf. 
i wasn't prepared for this...so yeah
i hope i make and get peace. 
Then i will not have to be so anxious about seeing him and his snootyness n suddenly changed behaviour in 2 days, 


thanks..this feels lighter after sharing

Seeding some good vibration to someone who are reading this. 

You are beautiful/handsome.
You are hard working. 
You are clean and peaceful soul. 

Keep going and growing buddy we have to make our destiny ❤

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