Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

this is the saddest part for today
i guided my younger brother today in his afternoon class. he wasnt sure of his answer; as his older sister i want to guide him so i did. he got frustrated because i wont give him correct answers, instead i gave him the right questions to guide him with his homework. i didnt give him the exact answers because he wont learn to answer/make decisions by himself. when he got frustrated he asked me why i wont give him answers. i told him that i am guiding you to answer that by yourself based on what you know. and told him its okay to make mistakes you should know yourself that you tried your best in answering that. he told me that our mother wont be happy if he makes mistakes, that our mother would blame him for not paying attention to class even though i was there watching and guiding them all the time. and when she knows that i was there too she would blame me for not giving him answers. i realized that my mother was obsessed with having perfect scores, perfect attendance, perfect grades, perfect on everything… and this is has a negative effect on her children. us as her children is always under pressure, wanting to prove something, and its basically not good. no not at all. i feel bad for my brother.