This is something that happened in 2017 mid. In my college days… we were a group of three. Everything was going well until one of my friends got attached more towards her classmates. I could see her going away. But I choose to be normal and thought she will be back with us but things changed… before I could just do anything I saw her all happy with other friends. I wanted to get her back with us. But now I realized that it was me being childlike of not asking her enough or maybe not supporting her enough. I really wanted her to come back. But I did not want to force her into anything I could see she was enjoying with her new friends. Uss time par mujhe insecurity hogyi thi ki shayad mai he itni cool nahi hu isliye aisa hua. Fastfowarding things, now we just wish each other well on birthdays. Maine usse college time mai bhi cheezein sort karne ki koshish ki thi. Par tabtak kaafi derr ho chuki thi. Ek baar mujhe meri dost ko call karke sorry bolna hai. Yeh 1 guilt hai dimaag mai ki kahi usse aisa bhi toh lagg sakta hai ki usse jaankar akela feel karvaya isliye he voh apne doosre doston ke paas gyi thi. Bohot zyada bura lagg raha hai. Bohot mann hai usse sorry boldun par fir yehi dimaag mai aa raha hai will she even bother to hear any of it? Kya usse meri baat sunne mai koi interest bhi hoga? Ya kabhi mai he usse past mai drag na kardun… kya mujhe usse baat karni chahiye abh itne time baad iss cheez par? Kyuki hamare beech mai azeeb sa void aa gya hai abh…
Keep no regrets in life, baat karlo sort out karne ka try karlo, baad mei regret karne sei toh yehi achha hai. My best friend and I stopped talking to each other after a silly fight, 3 months baad i called him and sorted it out and we didnt even remember the reason why we started fighting. Isliye baat karlo and see how it goes.
Aisi feeling si aa rahi hai ki baat karni chahiye. Par I hope she doesn’t feel anything wrong. I don’t want her to feel sad. I already disturbed her in past.
Dekho, i dont think talking to her, opening up to her would disturb her. Jyada sei jyada kya hoga?
Haan, true. Aagye bhi shayad kam he baat ho. Mai usse zyada expect bhi nahi karr rahi hu kuch. Bohot guilty feel ho raha hai. I just want her to know ki I really respect her for the person she is and am really sorry abt past.
Bohot achhe, keep zero expectations and it let out whatever you have in mind aur call karna text mat karna, if shes busy just ask her to call you back. Sab achha hoga dont worry.
Thanks you so much for clearing my mind. Mujhe sach mai acha laga baat karke. I hope everything goes well.
Thank you so much**😅😊
Arrey koi baat nahi, mujhe achha lagraha hai kih maine kisi ko clarity di :). Yeh toh anonymous hai warna i would ve asked you to stay in touch:).
Haan bilkul, My Anonymous friend. Mujhe kudh baat karke bohot acha laga.😊
Mujhe bhi, i hope for the best for you. Jo bhi ho, update karna :)
Haan, update karungi :)
Goodnight!
Good night
Hey girl, I get what you’re feeling and trust me, it’s not about her, it’s about you! Text her all this, tell her exactly what you feel and let it out. You’ll feel much better. You would already do your part!
Will texting her be better or should I call her? I feel maybe ask her on text when to call and sort on call. Beacuse I’ll be able to understand how she feels about this. There’s a void. I really don’t want it to be awkward in anyway.
Ykw, just do what your heart says. You might actually hurt yourself if she might say something bad on call and you’ll feel like an idiot. Recording voice notes is a fun way though! Again, your heart is the answer.
Yes, I’ll follow my heart. Thank you for helping out.
