This is my first time doing this and honestly I am hoping that maybe this might fix me. I don’t feel the happiness my family feels. I feel tired and sometimes it feels like there is a heaviness in my heart. I am unable to make it go away until it just goes away by itself but it leaves the sadness. The other day one of my fishes die (I regret every getting them) and I wondered how did they feel when they took there last breath? And. Are they in a place where it peaceful and happy, nice? It’s a bit stupid but I just don’t know what to do.