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This is my first time doing this and honestly I am hoping that maybe this might fix me. I don’t feel the happiness my family feels. I feel tired and sometimes it feels like there is a heaviness in my heart. I am unable to make it go away until it just goes away by itself but it leaves the sadness. The other day one of my fishes die (I regret every getting them) and I wondered how did they feel when they took there last breath? And. Are they in a place where it peaceful and happy, nice? It’s a bit stupid but I just don’t know what to do.

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Anonymous

Hey. It’s alright. It’s okay to not feel okay sometimes. You’re not alone. Do you think anything has happened in the recent past which must’ve triggered this in you? If yes, then you can talk to me about it. I’m here for you.
As for fish, I’m sure he/she’s in a very happy and peaceful place. And he was lucky to have a parent like you❤️

w

Thank you. I can’t figure out what might have triggered this in me. Thank you.

Anonymous

You’ll be just fine love, don’t worry!

sxkurxchxn

I too sometimes have this heavy feeling in my heart… It’s like my heart is aching… even I can’t explain why it’s happening
If you don’t feel happiness try figuring out why you feel the feelings in your heart, after that you can try moving on… if you feel tired you can try being cheered up by talking to someone like a friend, a friend can always cheer you up!

w

This might sound bad but it’s nice to know that I am not the only one who is feeling this. I no longer have friends because they only use me for homework answers. The only friend I do have lives 2 hours away from me. Thank you for your advice.

sxkurxchxn

I agree it’s nice to know that somebody else feels the same thing and understands how you feel. And I’m sorry about your friends… and Welcome!!