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@noxvjm

This is my first entry on here and I just want to share all my feelings since I have no one to share… So I went to college last year in another city far away from my family, I was really bad at making friends in there but i had some “online” friends. Then I started a relationship, fell in love and stuff. meanwhile I was with her, I didn’t keep in touch with my other friends. And I know this was such a terrible thing to do because I was thinking my girlfriend was the best friend that I could ever had. I trusted her, she was making me comfortable everytime when I needed like I did to her. Our relationship was so great that I felt like I didn’t need anyone else but her. Then this quarantine situations happened and we started to fight over time. We eventually broke up because I found out that she cheated on me… After our break up, I feel like I wouldn’t recover from this. It was terrible for me and took a really long time but I did overcome though. I began to be more positive, started to learn how to love myself and started a whole new journey. But this feeling of loneliness and having no one to talk to hit me hard. I feel like I’m wasting my youth away because I can’t share my feelings, something that I wanna talk about to someone. I look around myself and see no one. This hurts me a lot and I still don’t know what to do but to share this on here…

First of all I’m sorry if this entry is something triggering for someone and also keeping it this long but I thought that sharing this whole thing would be helpful

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6 replies
@ijustneedhelpdude

I hope it did help you. I get loneliness. I had no friends for over a year, not even my own twin. The only friend I had was my diary and book characters. I hurts, nothing can prepare you for the pain of loneliness, its’ a crushing weight and a painful burden. But as much as you feel this way, you are not alone. I’ll say that again. YOU are NOT alone. It’s OK, it’ll be alright. You’ll make friends in time. Talk a bit more, say hi to people in the shops, give some compliments, smile even if you’re wearing a mask. There are so many friends out there that you haven’t met yet. But you will. And if you wanna talk more, I’ll be here for you :)

@noxvjm

I wouldn’t think that someone could be so kind and positive🥺 Thank you so much. I think this will be a journey for me and because of this is just the beginning, these harsh feelings are okay but your beautiful words mean a lot to me, more than you could imagine. I’m gonna try to do all the things you said, thank you for them also, you’re so thoughtful🥺 And I’m sorry that you’re feeling like this, but like you said to me you’re not alone, either. Whenevever you feel lonely, we can talk and I’m here for you whenever you need someone to talk to. Thank you so so much💕

@ijustneedhelpdude

I’m really happy that I could help you feel even a little better. And thank you for the kind words too :)

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Sneha Anand @sneha08

Hey! It’s so amazing to know that how you decided to stand for yourself and kept yourself at the top. Believe me, just the way how expressive you are is so amazing and rare these days. We are all here for you, as a community, as individuals, as friends. I am sure we’ll get along and share our thoughts, good or uncomfortable. 🌈🌻🌻

@noxvjm

I’m so grateful to know people who are thoughtful, kind and this positive like you exist, thank you so much. I don’t know if I deserve this beauiful support of yours but, I’m so thankful for your kind words, making feel I’m not alone. This means a lot to me and I realize the worth of these kinds of words much more, recently. Also, if you want somebody to talk to I’m here for you as a friend or maybe just a stranger who wants to make you feel okay whenever you need, as well!🥺 Thank you so much again, hearing these are priceless for me💜🌸

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Sneha Anand @sneha08

:') 💙💙

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