This is becoming a dating site , yet I’m still single , kya hi kharab kismat hai yaar ye😂

At least i get to meet new year people , thats a good thing.

Overthinking

Dil diwar hta use aane toh de

Dekh masum chra uska uspe ykin toh kr

Hn tuta h tu mana mgr Use bhi zra ajmane toh de

Dil diwar hta use aane to de

Yuhi na dub bite kl ki yaado m

Fir subha hogi raat bit Jane toh de

Ese gher kr na bhet khudko kale sayo m

Utha ek deep kr roshni lo jlane toh le

Dil diwar hta use aane toh de Kyu thahr gya h yu ghdi ki suyi sa

Zmana Tera bhi aayega ye din Jane toh de

Wat toh arse se kt hi rha h

Aaj khusiyo se lipt kr bitane toh de

Dil diwar hta use aane toh de

Kasmkash smjh rha hu m Teri mgr

Himmat rkh in znziro ko khul Jane toh de

Thndi purvi hwao m sans le

Is aasma m khud ko udd Jane toh de Dil diwar hta use aane toh de

Ghraiyon m dfn Jo ghaw h tere

Pass Beth mrhm Igane toh de

Selab Jo bhr k betha h khudme Khol ankhe aansu bh Jane toh de

Dil diwar hta use aane toh de

Jaan pehchaan bhi ho jayegi Use apne bare m btane toh de

Milkr tujhe bhi usse acha lgega shayad Bhar khde SKS ko drwaza khtkhtane toh de

Dil diwar hta use aane toh de

Fir lot aayegi hsi in murjhaaye Ibo pr

 bchhe ko khilkhilane toh de Shayad tu fir se dhdkte phle ki trh

Use apne bare m btane toh de

Ek bar use gle Igane toh de

Dil diwar hta use aane toh de

3am Thoughts

Very weird feeling!

After completing a year in Delhi, I am going home now. Aisa lag ra hai bht jaldi jaldi sab ho ra hai. Its like insaan kisi cheez me bhi khush ni hai. It’s just that bht jaldi sab ho ra hai. I didn’t get the time to even do necessary things. What if merko dobara aana pada where am I going to stay then. I’ll come back if things won’t work out. Yeah this will be much better. I’ll live with my sister. We are going to manage somehow. It will be much better I think. Just hope that I get to live my dream life😇. 

Aaj unki yaad phir se aane lagi thi
Aaj unke ankhon main doobne ki junoon phir se jag si gayi thi
Waqt ke saath saath woh bhi badal gaye
Waqt ke saath saath thoda badal hum bhi gaaye
Woh haseena bewafa nikli, wada kiya humse aur nibha rahi kisi aur ke saath
Usse zyada wafadar uski yaadein hai- aaj bhi seene main aati hai, aaj bhi dil ko kabhi sukoon toh kabhi dard deti hai, kabhi dilasa toh kabhi ek haseen jhooti umeed jo unhi ki tarah jhoote khwab dikhake fareb kar jaati hai.
Humein mohabbat unki yaadon se karni chahiye thi lekin unse kar baithein
Jisse junoon ka rishta nibhana chahiye tha, hum unse ishq kar baithe.
Ab toh lagta hai ki hum sirf khwabon aur yaadon main unse milenge kyunki unse ishq karke hum khudko gava baithe.
Samanya Kavi




Mujhe ghar par Nail Cutter nahi milta "Aur logo ko social media par true love mil jata hai".
Wahh re zindagi wahh!!

Jo idar ladka ladki dhundne aaye please this is not dating app this is all abt keeping your thoughts 

Affirmations

Tum bs achhe bano, baaki sabko bura banne do.. koyi baat nhi... Patience rakhne se 90% tak life sorted ho jaati hai, pehle bhi hui hai, aage bhi hoti rahegi, so don't take faltu ka stress, ho jayega sahi yaar bahut kuch, nhi hoga toh tum toh ho hi na, I know at the end tum sambhal hi loge sab kuch, or phir how can we forget, god is with us forever 🍀🫂

Caregiver

Sometimes while remembering my past i feel so blank.....yhi sochta hu ki shayad vo galtiya nah ki hoti to aaaj sab sahi hota....pata hai ek ladki thi school me mili thi bhot sundar thi bhot frank thi gusse vaali thi but pyaari thi school me sath ghoomti thi sath lunch krte the....kitni baar to khud khilati thi mujhe and bhot baar mai khud apne hatho se khilata tha use.... girlfriend nahi thi meri vo bas bhot achi dost thi....hn ohir ek din mehsoos hua ki mai pyaar krne laga tha usse bhott jyada itna ki usse upper kuch dikhta hi nahi tha......pata hai itne time se sath the sath haste the, naachte the, ladai bhi hui thi, rote bhi the , gussa bhi krte the nahi nahi gussa to vo krti thi meri kaha himmat uske samnw gussa krne ki... Pata hai bhot sundar sa rishta tha vo jisko maine apni hi galtiyon ki vjah se khodiya abto pata bhi nahi theek hoga pehlw jaisa yaa nahi....nahi nahi hum abhi bhi sath hai lekin pehle ki trah nahi...poora din baat krte the but ab poore din me sirf  1-2 baar baat hoti hai ....approx rojj milte the but ab nahi milte...cheeje pehle jaisi rahi hi nahi nah .....pata hai mai use nah jab bbi sote. Hue uthane jata tha nah ittaa gussa krti thi lekin aajtak uspe kabhi gussa nahi aaya hnn... 1-2 baar  chilla gaya tha uspe but galti thi meri sorry boldeta tha kuki chillana nahi pasand use ....but ab sab badal gaya.....bas abhi itna hi haii...idk how to deal with it samjhaleta hu khudko but nahi hopata....

Coming Out

Depression, kya hai depression, lappu sa depression hai, jhingur si jindagi hojave hai , bol Hm paye na kisi se 
(Said it in a funny way though) Haha soon the hurt will end and you will see a ray of hope ✨🌸🫶🏼🤗

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