This is a rant. I just want to get things off my chest.
I absolutely hate my life right now. I’m tired and frustrated all the time. My health is at its absolute worst, I can’t focus on my work, I feel like I’m loosing sight of my professional goals, they seem to be slipping farther and farther away from me. My parents (mother and stepfather) hate each other. If they decide to seperate, it would be the second time I have no family (my dad passed away 12 years ago). I hate the environment I am in currently. I hate the fact that I’m supposed to take sides. I hate that there not a single aspect of my life that gives me joy. I hate that I’m not being productive at my potential and I’m just wasting my time. I don’t even feel hopeful for the future as I’ve been doing that for half a decade and I’ve always been disappointed. I want to be better, I want to get out of this vicious cycle, I want to form stable healthy relationships,I want to be happy and energetic and motivated. I need the strength to get it done. I don’t want to hate myself anymore.
Sara Zeki77 @sarah__79
Dear just be patient, u are gonna be okay believe me just focus on your study or your work don’t let your negativity kill your creativity!
Thank you for the kind words.
I feel really sorry for you . I’m sure you’re going through a lot rn . It’s very frustrating I can relate with you cause I Also feel the same . I feel life isn’t gonna get better but still I’m just holding on to that 1% chance it would. Majorly I’m just trying to work on things that are under my control. And things that I have no control over I’m just being kind to myself . I feel I can’t beat myself up for things that are not in my hands .
I completely understand. Thank you for sharing this. It feels nice knowing that other people relate to this, and I’m not completely alone.