This day I feel so depress because of exam. Nobody beside me... at my country we can't go outside. I don't have money to pay rent and tuition. Rent collector have no passion anymore, now I'm dead.

Don’t give up so easily.. you can do it and figure it out

Depression

Dont know what to do.. should i sleep to get fresh or go to the beach to get fresh ?? 


Hate my life

I need a bi to understand what's happening with me.

LGBTQ

Career stress keeps giving me anxiety and messes with my mood everytime. Tired of this shit

3am Thoughts

We all accept the love we think we deserve. 
       - Perks of being a wallflower
        

Any reader here?

Books

Hey everyone! I'm a normal guy with an abnormal problem. It's a rare disease which happens to about 1% of guys in this world. And I've recently been told by doctors that it's almost impossible to treat me and make me normal like other guys. I have primary testicular failure and have been struggling with this my entire life. I'm 23. I don't look like guys my age at all. And I've been bullied for it my entire life. I'm suffering from anxiety and honestly today, I felt like ending everything. Life's just too hard. I feel like it's the best resort. I'm exhausted with meds, hormone injections and the constant agony of going from one doctor to the other. 

Exhausted

It's like getting stucked in the desert with nothing no one around .....

Conflict

I just really want a hug. I’ve wanted one for a while now, actually. I just want someone to wrap their arms around me and tell me that it’s gonna be okay. I want their embrace to be one that I find safety in, one that I can cry into. A long hug that makes you feel okay again. I want them to run their fingers through my hair and rub circles onto my back. I want them to hold me until I let go. I want so badly just to hug someone right now. I can't help feeling like a burden like no one cares, that I'm just gonna be left by everyone I meet, that I don't matter. I just want to feel okay again. It’s like my body isn’t mine anymore. All of my memories and experiences don’t feel like they’re mine, I feel like an imposter living my life. Like I’m watching through a screen. I’ve been so detached from everything but then small things pull me back but then I’ve pushed away again, like waves. I always compare my mental health to water, for some reason. It’s always calm waters or a current so rough you’ll drown at the thought of venturing in. Drowning. I’m drowning. The gasps of air I get are far and few between, and it’s not enough anymore. I suppose the way I’ve learned to cope is to shut down or force myself to forget mass amounts of my life. All of my memories are fuzzy now, it takes so much work to remember the simplest things even if they happened only a month ago. I’m sorry. 
I literally cause every damn problem I wish I just kept my mouth shut. 

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