Things was so messed up lately, I hope it will get better soon. 

Aditya Sahu 

Time heals & changes everything! Everything will be back to good again. Even if not, I wish you the strength to face it with courage! 

Exhausted

is it just me or is the end of the world starting

Anxiety

My life is pretty good if i stop running behind girls 

3am Thoughts

I hate myself so much... it's getting hard everyday to be able live with myself. This brain...it processes too much....which makes me feel so tired.. mentally....and I can't do anything after that....I feel like there so much noise all the time in my head I just want some moments of peace....I live with fear all the time..not just one..many...fear of sleeping in night...fear of waking up in the morning...to face a new day...fear of every breathe....fear of living....fear of people when they ask about me... I'm so tired of being scared all the time...my parents ..family want me to something else and I felt something else all along....an artist....I think I don't have any art left in me now.... I've ruined myself.. neither I am what they want me to be nor what I want myself to be....and I can't move on... because I don't want to move on....I don't want what they want....I feel like I'm in a cell very small closed dark... there's nothing ahead nothing behind....I feel like I'm drowning...and neither I'm dying nor I'm coming up.... I'm suffocating all the time.... I'm a disappointment to me to my family....I can't understand it.

Depression

Taking a leap of faith. Let’s see whether my ship  floats or it sinks.

Hope

I am a 18yr old girl. I am going through several issues. I am fed up of the way that I am living. I want to change myself. I just can't cope up with the problems. This is a very crucial point of my life and I am wasting the time. I really want to change my condition but I fear of the constant failures. I wasnt this weak but now I feel even the slightest of thing will have the capability to break me apart. I really can't understand what to do. I had consulted a therapist but it wasn't much helpful. I really trust the universe and I don't have any complain against it. But I just can't stay depressed this way. I want to change my life. I don't want to be stuck in the same thing for lifetime. Earlier here there were many helpful people but now most of the people here just want to somehow connect with a girl. So if you are someone like that then please don't reply.

How depression feels like is so difficult to put into words because it's a spectrum somedays I feel so bubbly and Jolly that I want to to save the world but the other days I do not have the courage to get out of the bed and even make a toast for myself it so difficult to do college knowing how depression feels like because you are constantly reminded of what you are and how incapable you are Reason to everyone else it so difficult to just be yourself because you are constantly doubting yourself because that how depression feels like, to not know who you are, to not know what you want, to not know who you want to be and do not know if the world around you is real or if this is the world you have created in your head because it happened with me in the past that I have thought the world is nice but it was just in my head and the world was really Cruel and this is how depression feels like and I don't know if I am doing justice while putting it your but I want everyone to know that it's difficult and that if there's any one else like me that you are not alone and just has the hope that it get it gets better???That was short but I am really just hoping that it does get better because I do not know how to continue like this???


I have been feeling lost for the past 2 weeks .I am really depressed and every little things making me emotionally unstable like I start to cry over the silly fights and get frustrated easily.I don't have any confidence in myself and I'm also afraid of future .I don't know what is my purpose of life .All I do is distract myself by reading webtoons or watching Anime .I am afraid that if people know my real thoughts that I am a selfish person I don't know how would they react. I think I am not a good person and its eating me alive . I don't know where to start how to focus .I wanna focus on my future and wants be a good person. I feel like I am not capable of anything the thought of doing something for my future makes me scared it's like  I am not capable I don't have talent for anything .

Yesterday I was feeling down( i screwed up a machine at work as its my first ever). The guilt that i have caused company this loss was eating me up. But after conversing with colleagues I realised that this is normal and even experienced employees also fail to be more efficient. it's not a big deal
These small talks with colleagues are satisfying 

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