"they have an illness, bisexuality isn't a real thing, lesbians make me sick, I know you're straight sweetie, you're a man or woman, all lives matter, Trump 2020." Is what my mom says. "I hate Trump, I don't support the lgbtq+." Is what my dad says. Where am I safe.

I’m kinda in the same situation I try to listen to music and focus on hobbies and get out when ever I can. When they start talking about it leave or pretend to listen and watch a show or something.

LGBTQ

how can I come out? last year on my birthday I told my mum I wasn't Christian she kinda accepted me she told me to wear a cross a few times but after I didn't do it she stopped.
my mum knows about me liking girls, well yes but no she knows but she might think I regret sleeping with my best friend do I? no I don't but it happened at such young age I think that I ruined my own life, of course, what I did is connected to what happened to me when I was even much younger than that. I'm planning on moving away from this place when I'm old enough and have money for it. so if she doesn't accept me it won't bother me I just don't want her to yell at me or tell other people. when I told her I wasn't Christian she IMMEDIATELY called her friend for advice and didn't even ask me if I wanted to tell her friend, her friend is very close to us and I'm close to their children. but they're racists and homophobic so I try to avoid them. her friend wanted to test me, well I think that way. they said IN FRONT of me that gay and lesbian people were dirty and poorly raised WHILE looking at ME, they were looking at me for my reaction and I couldn't do anything about it, I felt uncomfortable and couldn't move and speak. I felt gross and wanted to cry. I couldn't do anything I can't protect myself or the people that they talked shit about. I have never been able to say what I thought because no one asked me for my opinion, I just want to tell her I like girls without my heart beating so fast that it's the only thing I hear. I'm scared to say what I think just because she won't think the way I do. she said that I'm really open-minded and yeah I am but she isn't trying to change. my mum asked me to correct her opinion if she's wrong? she has a right to have her opinion but I think it's wrong to judge or talk shit about other ppl just because they are doing something that you don't approve of. how can I teach her to be open-minded and accept me? how can I be calm and confident when asking her stuff like this?  please help me

Coming Out

My family is being deadass homophonic in the same room as me, little do they know I'm asexual biromantic.  I hate them sm

Family

Any member of the LGBTQ Community? 
I really want to be friends with them hangout if possible. 

I had to tell mom yesterday that i might be an Asexual.. She was confused but understood it after I explained what it meant. 
Things are fine doe but the way she look at me sometimes like im an imposter makes me feel some kinda way.. :<

Are there any more ace here? 

Stress

I had some trial runs with her before we eventually get on a serious track but never in the history of my life I've ever met girls parents, how am I supposed to make sure I won't ruin it?

Love

(venting out my feelings.)
sometimes when im feeling really sad i look up coming out stories that have happy endings, i daydream to myself coming out to my family, all their reactions are positive and happy but when it ends im left with a pain in my chest and tears in my eyes. I think to myself if i would ever have the support of my family. When i realized i was gay i didnt want to believe it, i saw how horrible gay people where treated at my school so i refused to believe i was gay. I tried everything i could to "turn" myself straight but i knew that it was impossible. I damaged myself so much trying to be something i was not. When i accepted myself i started loving myself a little but it was short lived because i realized i would have to come out to my parents ,they weren’t very accepting of the idea of same sex relationships or anything related to the LGBTQ+,knowing that i kept my mouth shut and stayed in the closet, and for years i stayed like that but, im getting tired of this, im getting tired of having to hide myself to not upset my family but i cant do anything about it. So now im here, alone, sad, and mad. It pisses me off that my family would turn their backs towards me just because of my sexual orientation, it also makes me sad that my mother, the only person i trusted would disown me for being myself.  I sometimes wished i wasn’t alive so i wouldn’t have to feel this loneliness. I dont have anyone else but a few family members and im scared that if i come out they will leave me, then i will truly be alone. but i hate having to hide who i am. We are normal people just like everyone else, why is it so hard for parents and other people to understand?!? I just want to be accepted by my family...        
is that too much to ask?
I know im not alone in feeling this way, countless people feel like this and it sucks. If you want to tell me your stories, the comments are there ill read every and each one of them. It helps letting your feelings out instead of keeping them in, it helped me, it might help you. 

Funny coming out story, 

so when i was 13 I came out as(bisexual at the time) and my asian mother just assumed that was a lesbian (this was before I came out as trans) and she legit said

I wiLl sUppoRt a mAn whO iS gAy, buT I wILl nOT suPPoRt a LeSBiAn woMAn. 

legit I told her she sounds like every cringy cis 12 year old girl who writes mlm wattpad fanfiction

and she stared at me with the most utter conFusIon

and Grammarly still thinks I'm being friendly :)

Couple moths ago i came out to my mom as bi and my friends the year before.....now how do i tell her i just realized im a lesbian and i told one friend but now im kinda scared to tell my mom im a lesbian. You cant lie tho theirs something about the femininity and maturity of most girls that hit different that childish highschool boys that all dress like puppets....🙃

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