they ask how iam,do they wanna know how fucked up iam or just how happy iam?this is the reason why iam always like 'iam great'

some do some dont some show some pretends some want to they cant some can but they dont want to,each of them got reasons but no one isbeing true

im the one who pushed them it sucks when you are culprit of your loneliness ,it sucks when you dont know how you are feeling but there is something 

One who really cares doesn't have to ask they understand just by looking at you or talking to you once

I can connect with you totally... Give time to things nth stays permanent even this phase will pass

3am Thoughts

Wax is better or trimming

Feeling confused .. can anyone help me out??


Breakup

Get out of my head, I can't focus on study or anything else really, why is it happening to me, thinking about someone I know I have no future with or not even a fraction of chance where she will like me even for a second, what is going on.
This so frustrating 

Other

I dont know where i am gng with my relation. Every time i try to talk with my partner , fights happen . Its her bday in 2 days , and still i am trying to figure out how this is gonna work . She wants to have daily deep conversations , which is not possible on a daily basis , and then she thinks that we have lost the spark.I dont know what to do ..

Long Distance Relationship

Can one free oneself from desires?

Psychology

I have a date tomorrow. It's not something I should be announcing to the world perhaps, but I believe it's more than necessary for me to seek some comfort ; so here I am. 
My google search has been - " How to overcome social anxiety?" lately, but I am afraid google is not proving to be of much help. 

Have you all ever been in a position where you know that confrontation is going to do you  some good, but it's easier said than done, so you keep on stalling it ! ? Because that's where I find myself right now. I have been stalling to meet this person because the mere thought of stepping out of my comfort zone is scary, but I don't want to step into the new year with  "what if's", so I am finally ready to take a leap of faith and do something that's scaring the shit out of me. 
I am afraid that I am going to make an absolute fool out of myself, I am afraid that the last few days of this year are going to be awful after tomorrow's date, I am afraid that I won't be good enough, but if I don't show up tomorrow, I am afraid I will never be strong enough to face my fears and that's not how I want to be. 

I will probably mess up my makeup, or my lenses are going to betray me, I will be so clumsy and nervous that I wouldn't be able to serve some pasta as well, and my heels probably aren't going to be on their best behaviour, but I guess that's the beauty of being a human , right ? You get to experience things, you fail, you embarrass yourself, you make mistakes, but you learn and you learn so beautifully that things become easier ♥️

Wish me luck you all :)🙈



Adulting

My parents say, "I'm still young," but even though they say that, for me, reaching 21 makes me feel as good as an old woman who has seen life. Boo~

Life

Idk if it's okay to write here, still...
NOOOO HAPPINESS, ONLY SADNESS. 
Can't afford these luxuries with me anymore.
Lost, messed, sick of myself, exhausted, can't do anything, looser, disappointment, worst daughter, worst person. Just name any disquality and I have it. How do I survive like this? I don't need any words have listened many times but they dont work anymore, no motivation, left social media, did many things cycling, walking, excercising, journaling, drawing, reading etc. loved them a lot but now not at all. F&^king mind ugh, I want to shut down this brain. Tired of me, it came at the worst point of time, college years. College finished but this doesn't changed, nothing improved, nor do I have any job😓 It's more hard while living at parent's home that too Indian household and jobless. Can't gather myself to show to anyone out too. Can't prepare myself for any job. Any way out of this? Can't take it anymooooreee. 
 

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