They are hella toxic still I have to think of them... Argh
Do they even onow I am alive just for them but ofc not coz of them 
They are the reason of my emotional and mental disturbances and still I have to fight the anxiety and depression alone living with them  idk now how to handle this ... I hope someday this race intensify so much one day that I get the courage to leave this house finally and make a step 

You can, just hold on....you have came a long way, don't give up now.

Mental Health

Guys.. What to do when things are getting out of our hands....!! I literally feel like I m losing myself and not sure what to do...!! Now I m searching for an option to get out of my family...!! 

Anxiety

Try to help them and they'll start fighting with you showing how distressed they are and how they have no control over their emotions. 
Seriously , people who take things for granted should be left alone in a house with no entertainment system. 

Autism

For once, let's promise each other that we won't be those 'toxic' relatives to our future gen, and point their body to them, show their unclear career, instead say them they're perfectly bodied, and will achieve everything and shadi me toh koi bhi jaldi nai hai 👀
Let's be those cool' relatives we always wanted, but don't have any. 


Life

Why is my family so messed up? 

3am Thoughts

Literally cant talk with relatives openly, they still think that im innocent and dont talk with people, tho i was like this  before but not now anymore.
And its just with relatives i cant talk openly ,it only associated with small talks.

Whenever I say someone in my family upsets me, they get angry at me.

Depression

By the way, crying and consoling yourself in the bathroom and and then sitting at the dining table with your family is also a kind a rebellion. 

Out of all the people in the world, why does it have to be my family making me feel small ? They belittle every single thing I do . They are fond of insulting me during gatherings . I've grown so sensitive that I get triggered by the smallest comment . No matter what I do for them , they will never appreciate it . I was never recognized for my achievements and  everything feels so pointless . I stopped thinking about future because I don't see one anymore . Will it ever get better ? It's been years and I keep suppressing my anger till date . If only I could throw my opinions about them like they throw their's at me , I think it'd be much better . I resent them so much to the point I want to achieve success only to flaunt it at their faces . I want to laugh like they have laughed at me but I also want to die. 

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